LIFE IS HARD...
especially when you have tons of problems, worries, concerns running through your mind, practically every moment in time.

"Life's a masquerade; we wear masks to work, to school, any time, any where."
- quoted by Clarence Liu

I some how find it difficult to get a breather these days. Life's been pretty hectic even though, at the same time, I might be doing some thing I like and enjoy. Been thinking and thinking, so many worries. I may sound confident when talking about how my O level results are going to turn out to be, yet I do feel worried about it. It is definitely gonna be a hellish experience. One that I would give everything to not let it happen again. Yet, in life, I still have a number of major examinations to go through before I reach my goal - to be a Physicist.

There was a time before I return to post that I had this idea of how hypocritical everyone is in the society today. Masks, everyone wear masks. Anywhere. Anytime. You can probably consider that as a sudden realisation, an enlightenment.

I made a major decision lately and I don't know how long can hold onto it. It would most definitely make a difference to my life, just like how the previous decision affected me. I was prepared for the worst, but to my surprise, everything has been a breeze so far. The plan is running smoothly and there doesn't seem to be any obstacles ahead. Yet I can't help to feel that A is just so much of a dissapointment. It disgust me to a certain extent, truth to be told. I am thankful for the advice that the girls - Sharon and Clara - provided that night during Choir Camp, most thankful. It is had to hold on to something that is surreal and not yours. I did realise that it was probably just a final resistance put up by Obstination.

All that is left is Memory. - quoted by Clarence Liu

This is post 666.