for once i rlly feel MAD~!~!
i felt MAD~!~!
SM HOW ALL MY DATA IN THE COM WAS LOST~!~!
ARGHH~!~!
HOW I WISH I COULD AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE RITE NOW~!~!
EVERYTHING, FRM MY 100 OVER SELECTION OF SONGS...
TO ALL THOSE PICS~!~!
ALL GONE~!~!
NOT ALL TRACE OF EVIDENCE~!~!
I HAVE TOTALLY NO IDEA WAT THE HELL HAPPEN~!~!
I FEEL LYK CRYING~~~
ALL MY SONGS~!~!~!
ALL GONE~!~!
NO TYM TO TOK...
GOTTA GET THEM BACK~!~!

today's post is in Jap for my own purpose that i do not wish to name...
of coz if its destine that you know how to read it,
or find out a way to help you translate this into english...
you bare the secret & keep it a secret...

私は彼女について聞きたくないが彼女を避ける。
私は彼女を憎まないが、のための自分自身憎まれて彼女のあまりを好む。
私は記憶を憎んだ、なぜなら愚かだった。 私は私が知っていたことを考えた。
私は私が準備ができていたが、私がないことを考えた。
私はの前に言った、
「愛することは苦悶である、愛であることは天恵である、愛あなたによって行うことは私へすべて」であり、まだ立つ。
私は好むように私がいかに言うことを後悔するか。
私はすべてをこれ責任にしないが、満たした私の中心を後悔する。
私は間違ったステップを踏み、深く、そして苦しそうにころんだ。
あなたおよび私の幻影
私は恋することを意味されなくて。
そしてそこの可愛い人は私を置くもののによって名前である。
それは愛、強盗でない。
私はあなたおよび私の幻影と眠っている。

went to VCH jus now with choir for rehearsals
wasnt very good i thought
the place was grand, but i guess it also kind of pull down our standards.
our voice sounds different in there.
we werent on form as said by the senoirs.
hopefully that's the answer.
i guess we might by going to the hall or other places for practice tml.
the journey is going to be difficult, but we are going to make it through...
after the rehearsals just now, we all went to take MRT home.
on the way some went CityLink i guess, coz there were girls missing...
must have went shopping... LOL
oh well, then willy & i bought sm drinks to quench our thirst.
but i dont think it helped.
coz i bought a can of milo, it was not very cold so kind of too sweet.
make m feel even thirsty... LOL...
oh well im feeling tired & down...
mentally & physically...
that's all for today...

haven bin posting daily... haha...
anyway, today i face a big problem...
went to cut my hair & guess wat?
i got myself face to face with th HIAR RVOLUTION!!!
im lyk dead~~
i told the auntie to cut spike...
den she din help me cut them short...
cut bao but din cut it short!!!
den i dunno wat to do lorx...
now my hair is lesser but still long...
dead~~~~
sianzzz...
mayb its alrite for ur, but...
i still cant rlly accept the Hair Revolution...
wat to do?!
my dad's not at home, when he comes back...
i rlly dunno wat would happen...
argh~~~
DIE!!!!
mayb its still passable for the school,
but i dunno wat my dad is goin to say abt it...

News of The Day:
The Genuis turns to Hair Revolution
One of the model students, Clarence Liu, turns into the Hair Revolution.
Is this the end of our genius? Who had turn himself to be like the others?
Hopefully not, there's still no further comments made by his parents.
But things are'nt looking so good. Has our genius turn into a 'bad boy'?
When interviewed, Clarence says, "Hopefully it can still be saved."
Once said to be considered quite a model student is no longer goody.
Looks like its the end of the good students era, Commented by Clarence.

sry for not bin posting for lyk soo long~~~
no choice, dad toke away the cable...
anyway, im goin to talk abt my Heats first...
as all of ur shod noe, i took 100m, 200m, 400m...
lOl rite? take o many... haha...
but i lyk it...
but sadly, coughing lately, badly... sianzzz...
lungs not functioning well at all...
in the end, couldnt perform with 100%...
at most i think, 7x%??
sianzzz...
got 3rd in my Heats for 100m, tied with Josh...
sianzzz... oli if i had full strenght...
the timing were almost the same sia... lOl
very close to winning... for the first lyk 4sec i was 1st...
then they soon build up speed liao...
then camp in 3rd oli...

got 4th in my Heats for 200m...
vert strong competetion sia...
din thot i would be so close too...
timings were lyk 2 sec apart nia...
as in mine & the top 3...
hopefully i got in for this oso...
100m shod get in liao...

got 5th in my Heats for 400m...
very sian lahx...
knt pick up speed at all...
knt be bothered to tok abt it...lOl...

actually i did my runs in this order:
100m, 400m, 200m...
there's was a short rain aft 100m...
so they halt the Heats...
den when they rin is almost over,
they started the heats frm the bac...
that's y its in this order...
byu the time i finish the 400m,
i was lyk damn tired sia!!
giddy & stuff...
oh ya...
aft the rain stop, they had the 1500m first...
jie rong was one of them...
sadly, i dun rlly noe wat happen,
but he could not take it & drop out in the 3rd round...
so its around 1200m liao if i rmb correctly tat is...
such a pity for him...

den today,
thr was the mrs kee's address to the performing grps for SYF...
waste tym...
knt be bothered to go into details... boring...

gtg bb, sayonara, adios~

my poem was published in today's IN newspaper edition...
almost every1 i noe say its kind of anti-religion...
LOL...
its coz they dun understand...
even leo, a catholic oso din find anyhing wrong.
wat do they have to say...
nvm, wadeva, heck care...
grats me~! LOL, nvm...

den have to go SPH building get the stupid backpack...
sian lahx...
i dun rlly find the backpack nice anyway...
LOL...
thining of not getting it instead.
k gtg post another day...
die another day...
LOL...

i gotta make a short post for now...
coz 2x is starting, well i guess ur may not noe wat i tokin.
= = well nvm F7.
firstly,
rmb to check out the Busted Section of tommorrow's IN...
coz my poem is up~!~!
YO, do read it & give me ur comments...
my work is finally recognised. haha~
anyway, plz do read it & give me ur comments...
first thing u do when u get the papers,
READ IT~!~!
kk gtg post again ltr~

yeah~!~!
finally k go online~!~!
was banned by my dad, but not sure how long can i play liao...
so mus faster post then go maple...
tuesday's choir practice was a disaster...
belinda, our chairperson, cried...
bcoz alot of them,(i din do anything) were toking,
when she was trying to help us.
then in the end...
(wont fill in the details here)

then ytd,
went to the National Museum of Singapore,
to research for the Drama of History Competetion.
i was real worth to go...
i rlly atain more insight to our countries history...
well, when we entered, we were given this device,
called the Companion...
eac item/eac area in the museum is given a no.
when u input in the no. to the companion,
they will give u a summary of that area or artifact...
u'll b able to listen to some stories and so on...
anyway the bad thing abt that place was...
the food there was...

SUPER EX!!!!!!

when caleb & i jus saw the menu given in the cafe,
we were lyk dead...
the people working thr, (knt rmb how do u call them, apporiately)
were lyk looking at us thru out that 1/2 hr or so...
guess what i bought the CHEAPEST item there...
& how much does it cost?? $5...
welkl u may think its not ex, FOR A MEAL...
but... its a cup of not more then 250ml of HOT CHOCOLATE~!~!
wat the hell~!~!~!
that place has a gd ambience, but the food rlly is too ex~!~!
shod have eaten bef i go...
but i thot $5 wod be enough to buy a least a burger or something,
& it was onli 12pm, thot that it was still early for lunch...
bcoz of this, i had a 'fight' with my parents...
they will unreasonable, im hungry, out of no choice...
i jus had to get something to stuff my stomach...
they totally forgotten wat the chinese physician had said the last tym...
i cant have my meals to late...
i shod at least buy smthing to stuff my stomach no matter wat...
& in the end...
haiya~~ forget it...

gotta blast... maple is waiting for me!!!

jus patch finish ytd...
so i have bin mapling...
& when im not mapling, i would play the Final Fantasy game...
LOL...
its a GBA game...
quite lame but no idea y i had the sudden interest in it...
anyway im still stuck at lvl 41...

jus now choir camp was kind of lusy...
suppose to have captain ball (info given by zhengyang)
then coz ms tang forgot to bring the ball,
so in the end canceled...
oh well, too bad...
we played some stupid games,
that i dun even wish to name them... LOL ZzZ
the worst thing was...

unrevealed terrain

haha, cant be bothered to explain...
im not goin to say wat izit but here's wat i feel:
but on a second thot...
mayb it isnt that bad...
mayb its worst for her??
wateva it is,
looks lyk im losing my grip on this game...
the pawns are no longer in my control.
wat can i say??
mayb that means a new chapter is goin to begin??
i have bin thinking of course...
well things may turn out fine,
as in he wont fine out, & everything wod jus end...
there wod then onli be memories...
haha...
but that means either aft sec 4,
or if i managed to get into NUS High...
haha...
sm how i get the feeling,
even NUS High is getting further away frm me...
well, it have nvr belong to mine...
wats mine is oways mine.
shi wo de, jiu shi wo de,
bu shi wo de, zhe me qiang ye bu shi wo de...

again, all in tym we tel...

Argh~~~ having a flu...
heck sia... sorethroat badly, no voice... T.T
jus now's choir practice was lyk xuete for me...
forget it...
oh ya, camp was canceled, well sort of...
it became a day camp lolz...
no over night... haiz...
aft choir, me, leo, shaun & roy went to eat Mac...
leo treat me $2... lolz...
i ain wanna come along at first, but then he say he treat me...
then anything lorx...
coz i broke so i din wanna go at first...
if my parents noes i went to eat mac jus now...
im gd as dead...
coz im having a flu & sorethroat, & yet im eating heaty stuffs...
hehe, anyway...
stupid maple patch still haven dl finish...

haven confirm wether shod i go for css...
most probably not...
due to the fact,
im having a sorethroat
secondly, i doubt my parents wod allow...
thirdly, my printer no colour ink, knt print the form yet...
thinking of goin my frens hse to print...
lastly, i haven ask my frens wether they k accompany me go...
it wod be strange to go alone...
that's for sure...
i'd nid their support,
but i haven got the chance to ask them properly yet...
hopefully soon...
i'll have to first print out that damn form first...
get my frens assurance that they will accompany me...
then lastly get my parents to sign it...

to tel the truth...

its...

almost....

IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

i have lots of chances thou, not this yr...
mayb nxt yr??
forget it, in tym will tel...

i dunno wats with me, for a minute i was feeling still well gd...
then all of the sudden, my sky turn pitch black...
i feel soo weak, soo tired... both mentally & physically...
guess bcoz of having a sore throat bahx...
cant of headache... guess flu is coming on my eyebrows...
LOLzzz...
goin audition liao...
post again ltr if i have tym...
gotta get some entertainment...
LOLzzz...

Stupid maple...
dl patch oso so slow... heck lahx!!!!
haven even started rlly patchging yet lahx...
oli 13%...

for ur info-i got 28 for maths, 35 for sci & 16.5 for eng CT...
sad T.T... i couls have done beat if only i was more careful...
haiya....
things are rlly getting on my nerves these days...
gotta watch my back... get wat i mean?? nvm if u dont...

the trainy sci teacher quite okay lahx...
at least his funnny...
but he's kind of arrogant & look lyk a toot to me... lolz...
i jus omehow dont lyk how he does things lahx...
wadeva it is, i am sick...
having sorethroat... ehem ehem ...
anyway & kind of headache...
hopefully i'd be fine soon...

btw, im goin to the National Museum,
for the drama of History Competetion thingy...
it would be on nxt wed...
i have chior camp on mon to tues...
then aft tat the nxt day this...
thursday got choir practice...
gonna be a bz week after all...
gonna have to find tym to rest...
or im goin to fall sick soon...

melvin, munkidd, benjamin, sherlyn, jin min & josephine
came bac to visit us!!! yeah!!!
finally they came bac!!!
then we kind of had a bad practice today lahx...
very the cao shuai...
anyway, the sec 1's are learning "Just A Single Voice",
so, in the end we sang tat too...
haha, it really brings back memories...
& it confirm a question i use to have...
the thing is, i kind of rmb that she was use to be in alto,
then aft the 2oth aniversary concert, she was transfered over to sop.
but some how knt 100% confirm yet...
coz i cant rmb its her or cp...
LOLzzz...
then i saw her in alto, jus now...
i had cleared my doubts once again...
LOLzzz...

we are having a choir camp soon...
its nxt monday & tuesday...
the senoirs will only come eat & play with us (i guess)
& then they will go bac liao...
nvm, its beta than nth....

gtg post on the choir camp on the choir blog... sayonara~~

ah~~ finally i can blog properly...
now its tym for full recap of the day...
first few hours of the day, & i have to get mad at HJ...
**** him sia, he say tat i framed him for not bringing thermometer...
i told him, that if he thinks tat its me & have evidence go report lahx...
sucker sia...
cant he tells tat im trying to make peace with him??
& thr he is suspecting me!!!
forget it, shodnt have trusted him...
guess caleb was rite aft all...
HJ sux!!

then during eng lesson tio scolded by ms koh...
sianzzz... i oso not puposely lost my things...
all my worksheets all lost lehx...
i not sad ah???
had to redo all my pre maths hwk lehx...
LOLzzz...

YEAH!!!
IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE,
THAT IN NEWSPAPER IS GOIN TO PUBLISH MY POEM,
UP ONTO THE BUSTED SECTION!!!
HURRAY!!!

SOON, SOON SOON~~
EVERYONES GONNA C MY POEM!!
YEAH!!!
LOLZZZ...

oh ya, tat was the second gd news for me of the day...

THIS IS THE FIRST!!!!

THE FOLLOWING CONTENT IS ONLY UNDERSTOOD
IN THE LANGUAGE OF MAPLE.
PLZ DO NOT TRY TO READ IF U DUN MAPLE.

I WENT TO GACHA JUS NOW...

& GUESS WAT...

PINK CAPE~!~!~!~!~!
WOHOO~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
WA + 1!~!~!~!~!~!~!
12 MILLION~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
IM RICH~!~!~!~!~!

i at first tio bad items.
1 curse scroll for two handed axe for att & 1 i cant rmb...
then i tio 1 gloves for HP... which i use to scroll my lemonia....
LOLzzz... pass lahx thou...
aft tat, i called eddie to help me gacha...
in the end...
he told he to call him cb...
at first i dun get it...
then he showed me the...
PINK CAPE~!~!~!~!~!~!

we din expect this lahx!!!!
LOL... yeah 12 m for me...
he says he wanna buy from me & scroll...
i thinking of selling him...
but c if anyone else wanna buy at a higher price...

aft tat he tio 1 sheild for DEF...
which i used it to scroll my panlid,
& it failed... T.T...
thank gdness it din get destroy lahx...
my panlid left 3 slots sia... heck lahx...
forget it...

now im left with oli 1 gacha ticket...
i used it myself & got a lozenge dagger...
asked kahz... says worth 2m!!!
not bad sia, 2m...
haha, total if sell all my gacha items...
i shod get around 13-4m....
yeah!!!!!

kind of mental rite...
*cools down*
thats all for today...
gotta blast!~!~!~!

Out of the sudden, i finally rmbed wat is css2 short for...
AHH~~~ how could i have fogotten??!!
css2 = Campus Superstar 2!!! AHH~~~
cp is goin well, thinking of goin to...
ever since the news tat there is goin to be one this year...
planning to get my frens, eddie & dick to accompany me...
haha...
hopeully... well, i dun have to much pressure...
most immportantly is i nid their shoulders & support... T.T
lol, anyway, its a descion i have to make fast...
its on the 16th of march... & its oli 2 weeks away!!!
holy~~
gotta ask them fast...
its holy time~~~

haiya, i dont noe m i doin it all wrong...
m i making a mistake to challenge to the knowledge i have acquire...
for the first time ppl,
im actually goin to allow myself to travel into the world of christs...
will my knowledge, int, wits keep up to this centuries old question??
i dunno...
science isnt about me, its about this universe...
its nothing, but a list of laws that this world shod behave...
its true that religion has proven to be a guide to this world...
but it has also proven to ba with loopholes...
God or no God...
if the no-boundary theorem is true,
the nid of a God is almost absolute nth...
he have no choice in creating the world today,
& i belief that he din even noe wat would happen to this world in future....

all he could do was to set the laws this world should obey
& leave the rest to time & space to develop...
wat comes aft this has already bin proven...
one may say, this bks arent relevant...
but wat if many collection says the same thing...
y do they ask ppl to read the Bible &
not choose to accept science??
y do they belief only in christanity &
not go out & search for a beta answer to all this???

they study science & yet they dont understand it...
to tel the truth, if one regards science as anti-religion...
i regret to say this but,
he/she has wasted the past few years of education...
coz he/she has mistaken science...
as i would say, think to highly of science...
science is a set of laws tat scientist discover & not make up...
this are taken frm results...
& have stood under the rain...
science isnt any thing but words,
to tel the truth, the only reason physicist are striving,
is bcoz they wanna noe what is the true meaning of life...

cheanpin asked me, what is the holy Grail of Physics??
what has the Holy grail gotta do with physics...
firstly, the Holy Grail of Physics
tat all mathematicians & physicist are tokin abt stood two pillars.
they are the 2 major theorems: the Relativity & Quantum Theory
the Holy Grail of Physics is suppose to answer all questions in this universe...
right now, the Relativity Theory (first proposed by Albert Einstein in 1905)
is able to predict what happens on thr astronomical scale...
while we have the Quantum Theory,
which is able to predict things on a quantum scale...

the Holy Grail of Physics is said to be only open to us,
only when we are able to conbine this to theory into one...
which is what physicist call the Grand Unified Theory (GUT),
OR known to mathematicians as the Theory Of Everything (TOE).
they should be able to compromise bothe aspects of the 2 theory,
& explain things with great accuracy...
bcoz its smthign tat all physicist wish to complete &
that its extremely diff,
its known as the Holy Grail of Physics...

that's all for today, or else ppl are goin to go aft me soon...

Myself

Childish as seen, yet blurer than i thought
Lion's roar, enraged with fumes
Afraid to say, fragile like a china
Roam the lands, in search for an answer...

Enthusiasm, locked away hidden deep
Never the less, a Wonder of The World
Committed to his work, yet divided from others
Ends of with problems, suffering on his own...

Secrets of his own, locked away
Dreams that he lay, a destiny he believed
Problems that he face, he reap what he sow
In search for for a Solace Place...

A land where dreams comes true
A land where he troubles no more
A future he hoped to achieve
The Holy Grail of Physics...

Done by Yours Truly...
published it up onto IN
you know the busted section
ya that's whr this poem is gonna go...
haha hopefully thou...
plz leave your valuable comments on it at the tagboard...
peace...

jus came bac from choir practice,
went to play basketball aft tat...
thr was, me, shaun, cheanpin, angela, belinda & cecilia...
very sian lahx...
they noob, haha... jkjk...
i own them sia 4 v 1 haha...
then i by ACCIDENT threw the ball & hit belinda's face...
i was lyk, DIE~~
but she was suppose to be on the look out for balls too...
anything can happen in the basketball court...
balls have no eyes...
anyway, jus wanna say...

IM VERY SORRY BELINDA~~

gtg maple, post again ltr...
& i'll change the song of the week ltr...