Broken Vow - Josh Groban



i know i embed this song before,
but its just too nice and there is some more it too.
something that shall be kept a secret for a surprise to come.
and darn laptop, ever since i last reformatted this laptop,
i can no longer open the Imeem site.
darn helpless (sianz). No Longer able to embed Imeem song files here,
argh.. Oh well, there's still youtube anyway.

well you'll need lyrics to sing along..

Broken Vow - Josh Groban

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

Chorus

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let those moments end

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Now that I know I'm asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Ja-na~

PS: My throat still filled with flam (or whatever spell it as)!

wow the comedy speech didn't sound at all humorous i guess.
with that number of pathetic laughter.
and i thought i had come out with something good.
well, at least i made use of the chance to joke about
"watt thing" eyes. or rather Watt Ever!
k people who didn't saw it wouldn't get the joke.
anyway the presentation made by Jia Zhe was spectacular,
considering the way he presented.
i had thought i wouldn't made such an impression
since its like a darn old joke, years ago most probably.
that tells me how far behind the guys are.
especially Hong Zhang, singing the Discovery Channel song.

once again, talk about being noisy,
ain't he the noisy one. =.=
the guys at the back of the class during History lesson totally
got Mdm Nora fed up.
she shouted at us, which was rather unlike her,
and packed her things and left.
very much brings back memories
on how Ms Yee Pei Fan storm off the classroom back
2 years ago, where it all started off with a misunderstanding.
thinking about Geog in Sec 1
also brings back "FORGOTTEN" memories.
or rather BANNED memories.

anyway, i guess the joke i made turns out to have made me the joke,
oh well, at least i tried i guess?

and well other than bad news,
i also had good news for myself!
for once i did better in a test than Leonard!!
k that was just trying to make myself happy,
i mean seriously,
how many times do i get to win Leo.
let me be happy for this once please..

choir practice was also canceled due to unforeseen circumstances,
that Ms Tang is terribly busy and Ms Seah is not in school
so or thus, no MPR for us. In conclusion, no practice.
that had came rather late, some got the information rather much later in the afternoon.
no choice, it was only made known to us if i'm not mistaken around recess time.

shall take my leave here,
Gotta blast!

edit:
here comes DAVE DAYS!!
taking you by storm,
Eight Years Apart!



here's another interesting video song
introduced by Shaun.
Rainbow Connection
sadly it couldn't be embed.
well check it out. darn cute and nice.

wee.
i wave good bye to Tuesday and shall start to welcome Wens-day (Wednesday).
hmm, recollecting what had been going on just now.
hmm, gota back results of the New South Wales Science Competetion.
totally suck. i'm starting to wonder if i am really no for Science
or am i just losing the grip on Science.
first of all, NSW is supposed to allow you to understand
what kinda of qualities you have in yourself
that is required to accomplish the paper.
but then again, i am better than some people at least.
since i am chosen to represent the class/school.

however i seem to have disappoint the teachers badly.
cause at the very start i knew that i wouldn't do well
since my results had been getting bad.
but yet the teachers still chose me,
i kinda felt bad about it.

argh.. its a struggle!!

then the Bio SPA was quite well done i suppose
rather easy. just like how the others were.
and i almost got killed by Ms Kavitha.
she shocked me all of the sudden by saying i didn't hand up my
Blood Donation speech.
but i clearly remembered i did, or i thought so.
luckily it turns out so.
hahas. coz for a moment i was stunned.
i was searching through my bag
if i had it with me, but then i saw a INCOMPLETE one.
thought i was doom for sure.
but i kept it from ms kavitha first.
then when i was searching again,
i found the marked and COMPLETED one!
so i was half correct after all, i did complete that assignment
but if you notice is half correct.
coz i told her that i got 19,
which turns out to be wrong, i got 18.
but whatever the case is.
that was only a rough estimation and also because i had got it mixed up
with the other paper we did not long too.

choir had been fine.
until the last part of it.
passing the keys to ms tang.
that took me at least half and hour i bet.
waited in the general office, seating there like some fool
waiting for her to get down.
but who knew, that had been a chance for me to retrieve my books
that i had left in the room.
which i only found out at the very last moment.
when i tried to ask ms tang for the keys,
she said it was locked up in the closet already.
so i have to do it tomorrow.
and i have my math tb inside, meaning i wouldn't be able to do my
Math homework. Darn it!
darn foolish and forgetful me.
it had started when i was frantically trying to search for my
blue Pilot G2 Pen around the room and the end.
whoever with no avail.
then all so confused and mad,
i had my books locked up in the room.
so it shall be staying in there till tomorrow recess time.
ms tang only have time to open the room for me to get my books.
Argh!!

that's so Cleristo.
when i was walking back home
i came to reflect on myself.
on the definition of Cleristo, always thinking of new better definitions you see,
and turns out i thought of 2 things i had to change.
the attitude to pick up litter along the path way
where ever i am.
AND the self discipline in me which would include lying.
i came to realised that i have been lying quite alot.
that's a truth, not a lie. Gosh!
never mind about that if you don't get the joke.
i seriously lack of SELF-DISCIPLINE!
maybe that's why i'm not "up" there.
there are things i wanna change
things i wanna do, however i lack of self-discipline.
i'm the kinda who needs people to enforce it in me
so as to have the temporary self-discipline in matters i guess.

that comes to talk about my struggle to save up money.
and i failed to do so.
i lack of the determination and self-discipline,
that is why i am still here blogging non-stop talking.
and why i am going to maple for awhile before i get to sleep.
haiz..
forgetful, disappointing, lack of self-discipline,
SOMEBODY, STOP ME!!

edit:
oh and GRATZ to Nan Hua High Choir on achieve GOLD B
at some international competition in Su Zhou.
achieving a 87.33% attaining as the category champion.
so i was telling Felicia that their choir would make a strong competitor for
my choir since they got a GOLD for that sort of major competition.
which would be equivalent to a Gold with Honors in SYF probably according to them.
it makes me wanna wack the (our) choir so badly to chase up with them
since they also had attain a Silver in the last SYF.
can't wait to meet up at the coming SYF next year.
Gotta buck up guys (and girls of BBSS Choir)!

Another wicked post.
just remembered that Zhiting was supposed to update something funny
that happened during class a few days ago i think.
so i'm just gonna lift from her blog.
so as to keep the sense of humor from her blog.
here goes:



O.K that had been hilarious.
seriously i was darn frantic and crazy then.
and zhiting didn't notice it had been in the pocket on my shirt.
where it should have been in sight. (in her sight)
darn pek cek.

next,



darn stupid, but that's not all.
shreya is unable to replace Me and Hong Zhang's position
as the class jokers.



That had to be hilarious.
the whole class had their toes laughing as well.
O.K, that statement was kinda dumb. LOLs
as in the statement i made on the guys using panties
as well as the toes laughing.
that meant to be for gags.

Ja-nA~

LOLs.

i'm getting the effect of the weather change
these days.
well, started 2 days ago.
i'm having a FLU!!
MAJOR nose block.
Darn irritating nose block.
now i sound awfully strange la.
k kinda deep voice rather.

when i was on the way to school yesterday
i told myself.
i've gotta minimise talking.
and it worked out right for only an hour or so.
lols, its Clarence oh alright.
can't really stop talking.
but that hour of no talking
put to a halt to my sore throat.
voice soon became better.
so its true your voice box needs alot of rest. hahas.
especially after the near screaming session while
practicing the NDP songs
during choir practice on Thursday,
that nearly took my voice away.

glad that my throat is better
but saded that i'm having major nose block.
O.K, shall end of here.

Your sickly,
Clarence

PS:
just noticed i stopped my "Definition a Day of Cleristo Today".
LOLS, but then if you can't find anything new,
whats there to add on to Cleristo? XB

JA-NA~

gonna transfer my rebut here.
its truly is totally weird to have them on the tagboard
when the response had been deleted truly myself.

you're the one who should fuck off, not me.
coz this blog belongs to me, not you. oh we were sad, oh we were sad!
try cutting me up.. yak all you want, all talk no action.
i don't have to care what you say, and you don't have to bother what i say.
so scram off before i have anything more to say..
and.. if you wouldn't care, you wouldnt tag about it.
and if you don't care what people calls you, neither do i though.
then you'll have no more crap to name..

and oh i can spell 1 to 10 in Japanese!! too bad..

poem is not defined between good or bad. and i never said mine was any near ruth's. but that wouldn't stop me from trying.
and for your info, Ruth has always been some one i look up to.

Oh great now she's mad.
the wonder bra is mad.
am i supposed to be scared??
can't be bothered by the wonder bra,
in case she starts throwing her bra at me.
or what ever she does best.

guilty of your work and here you are trying to salvage to face.
i don't think you have any.
apparent she is that lowly.
not even able to interpret those two lines.
"Atama iikobbunnayo!"
means 'don't try to act smart'
apparently she continues her ways.
next,
"Teme-no nihongo hetananndayo, nanoni mata oreno blogni kakuka??"
meaning: "your japanese suck like hell and you dare to tag on my blog?"

don't you know that translation you get from the anime
or where ever you get it
is edited to suit the scenes better?
such a fool..
say all you want, coz you just make yourself look more like a fool,
WONDER BRA!

Scram off!

so what if i aint good in English?!
i am who i am, and i don't have to give a damn what people think of me.
so what if i was playing with the pointer just now?
does that make you any greater?
is ME! and i don't have to get your permission for everything i do.
if being restricted by your own self
and not allowing yourself to be the one you are,
thats being a hypocrite.
i enjoy what i do, as long as they make me feel good,
i would never bother with what ever comments people may have on me.
being silly and acting like a fool, maybe thats the way you see it.
but that doesn't mean i should agree with you.

and i don't see any statements that might i have made on my blog
that criticizes Kellie.
or could you be.. talking about Kel Lee.
nope don't see any, however i don't see any reason you should be
crapping around anyway.
a prefect indeed, wonder bra~

and i can perfectly see who's nice and not to me,
who's friend and who's foe. apparently you're the later one.
so much for being Wonder Bra~

and if you are questioning who gave that nick to you.
don't bother, you know that's the truth.
and if i were you, i would say they are just plain jealous
but i wouldn't say that in place of you.
coz i now know you deserve it.
and it ain't no compliment to take.
see how far you "fame" spreads..

was reading yuxin's post
which was about the spiral staircase in the old campus
which is under construction
and seems the spiral staircase shall haunt
them for 3 years in the old campus.
as it shall be retained, not gonna pull it down,
or should i say that its caused they are unable to do so?
then it came to my mind on the possible Choir Camp 2008,
and how nice it would be to fulfill my dream..
A Ghost Story Session!

then i would be able to share those stories i learn of
during OBS and those before that.
tales of our old campus especially that spiral staircase.
can't wait to scare the girls in choir!! XB

i am reminded by the scream i heard from the
Balestiens when we had our story telling session
on the last day.
where the girls scream and trembled.
but the stories told were freaking crazy,
it still gives me the creeps today.
putting aside my anxious to see the new school campus
i had to be reminded of the tales of the campus.
like that of the D&T room and the spiral staircase.

but seriously, i should try to get the rest of the Sec 3's
to start thinking about the Choir Camp.
We could start planning it anytime soon,
so that we can break the things up into sections
easier to co-ordinate.

shall end of here..
just had the urge to talk about the school
after seeing yuxin's post.

ja-na~

Begone Chanel,
Begone Chanel!

or should i put it like this:

Begone naive,
Begone the naive!

wonder if there's any spell that could get rid of her.
you're not welcome simply because there's no
reason you should be here other than to find
some stupid excuse to make your self look more retarded than me.

can't be bothered by such lowly remarks.
don't try to understand me, cause you make me puke.
suits you to the T.
and if i am a kid? what makes you?
and toddler?? ROFL.

and wow, i'm so dedicating this post to you
for your failing Japanese.
according to my advisers.
"Gaki" means kid,
and "te mae" means in front of your hand,
and lastly "oku" means very deep.
base on that, i can interpret that you fail to learn Japanese.
please start by learning how to count to 10 before you talk in Japanese
or tag here in Japanese the next time.
you have totally insulted the language itself.

and here's one for you:
"Atama iikobbunnayo!"
or, or!
"Teme-no nihongo hetananndayo, nanoni mata oreno blogni kakuka??"

they are in red for the very reason
for people to excuse themselves if they don't wanna see red.
or rather for the her to see red.

so back to norm.
the practice just now wasn't spectacular,
can't say good either.
very much rough up, but quite lucky that the song
ain't difficult to master at all.

then there was the SPA.
rather easy. but due to the fact
i'm not allowed to say anything further than this,
thats all on SPA. XB

think i shall just end here.
chatting with seniors and going to Maple!

----------------
Now playing: Richard Clayderman - Ballad for Adeline
via FoxyTunes

had to post today on desktop.
laptop has been infiltrated by some bloody Trojan
due to my kindness to help Cliff download some key generator
for his Windows XP.
Seeing that he is the "father"
i couldn't reject, but "father" cause me to lose my important files
on my laptop.
well, partly to blame was that i didn't burn recovery disc for my laptop.
which should have been essential.
well, its a lesson learnt.
the laptop is under reformatting as i speak to you.

feeling kinda headache,
after having gone down to 214
to play basketball, 2nd time in 3 days.

had a nice 5-on-5 game just now.
had a few nice shots in the game,
which was rather unexpected.
it was much better than Friday.
where i could barely put a ball into the hoop.

shall skip the self-praise,
in case anyone starts gabbing on the tag board.

looking back at my post on Wen-s-day (Wednesday),
i still have filled up the form.
and the 1st round of audition is on the coming Wen-s-day.

and i was wrong about Marvina.
partly, not everything.
she did not have Workshop on Thursday. LOLs.
got inaccurate information.
and i totally forgot to clear up my late work
that i promised myself to do over the weekend.
and i'm now having slight headache
most probably from getting all sweaty
and not changing in to dry clothes in time
as stayed out to enjoy the wind.

In short, may be having a flu.
Symptoms of flu are appearing all over my body.
O.K shall take a break off posting here.
and move out to maybe blog hopping
and youtube videos hopping too.
but before that, i should get to my dinner.
Darn hungry!!

Dave Days - My "Lollipop" Cover



just a quick post.
that's Dave Days once again!

and a new song of Daughtry if i'm not mistaken.
What About Now.
click the link below.
and be linked up to the youtube site.
coz apparently embedding is not allowed.


Chris Daughtry - What About Now

and here comes..
JOSH GROBAN!



ja-na.

okay, allow me to recount from the back.
rather than the start, well they are still fresh in the mind.

was on the bus home as usual
but something different this time.
i know i usually sleep on the bus
and at times i might get the sit far from the window.
i might be like having my head
uncontrollably tilted to my right or left where
the other party would sit.
but luckily i don't rest my head on their shoulders.
however this time round it was the other way round.
and an opposite gender.
A girl from, if i'm not mistaken, Hillgrove.

i was sleeping by the window,
as in my head was resting on the window,
and was sleeping rather soundly
until i felt something over my shoulders.
only to find a girl who sat beside me
sleeping rather soundly
although her head was going up and down if you know what i mean.
trying to balance her head not to fall on others shoulders.
but it was futile most probably due to the force of attraction.
as in seriously, force of attraction between two bodies.

anyway, she ain't no babe nor chio bu.
it wouldn't be too rude to wake her up and ask her not to lean over
but luckily, she didn't stay for long at that position.
balancing her head as straight as possible.
and lucky it was near my stop, so it didn't last very long.
and i quickly got off the bus.
then i thought to myself, i have to save my shoulders for the girl i like
(note: as in future girlfriends or wife. don't laugh at it! =.=)
not for some stranger whom i do not know nor is a babe or chio bu.
that's a total waste of my broad comfortable shoulders i thought.
LOLs, whether you agree OR not.
it doesn't matter.

so then, my memories brings me back to chemistry lesson.
i got labeled by Mdm Yaw as over confident once again.
just cause i can't think of anything for 1 (as 3.2.1 exercise)
doesn't mean im over confident or thinks that everything is beneath me.
at the most they are just at the palms of my hand of course.
but not now, not where i stand today.
its just so happens that i can't never find thinks i don't know,
just by purely recollecting.
i have to get people to ask me, to be able to know
what i'm lacking of.
i thought to myself, at least i'm better than those who crap over that
exercise with details that can be found in the notes
or in the lessons.
and talk about signs of a listener,
one who leans forward and always eyes wide open
(although my eyes aren't big, they are wide open as far as i'm concerned).
however may i posses this as a listener,
she takes me as over confident.

haiz, when can't i ever rid of all these.
and further more to make me fed up today
was the attitude i can barely stand from the class.
i know i made stupid statements thus far,
but it doesn't give you the excuse to insult me.
it just happens that i missed out certain details,
and may have asked some stupid questions.
it may sound stupid to you and no reason
that i should ask my questions in class and take up the lesson time,
but it doesn't allow you to take away my rights and pride.
and i don't see any reason why i can't open up myself
and express my feelings as they come,
and for Mr Ong Hong Zhang to say that i'm noisy,
its as known to be a kettle calling the pan black.
or what ever that quote goes.
likewise for anyone who choses to be unfriendly
i do not have any reason to take any shit out of your mouth
further more, i NEVER give in to threats.
that line was aptly for one damn bastard whom
i ticked off for cutting queue and gave him a lesson,
whom can't stand the sight of me due to that.
what a loser who can't even see his own faults
for the simplest values of courtesy.
He is so not setting a good example for his position in class.

and i've gotta get a new SS workbook at the very least.
text can wait i suppose, can be shared.
but not the workbook.
have to get it done soon, but i'm money tight
and doesn't want to get my parents to pay for it,
even though i may have $20 left from my last one-day job,
but that's for emergencies.
and looking that if i was to go for the concert held by RI
i would need $15. However i may not attend that,
as i would be going for some chinese male choralist perfomance
in late August.

speaking of August would lead to the NDP practice for Choir
i just had.
learnt the 2 new songs for National Day this year.
not bad. 晴空万里 - 蔡淳佳 and Shine for Singapore - Hady Mirza.
you may enjoy the videos, right here on Science4freaks.
enjoy, and good day.

晴空万里 - 蔡淳佳


Shine for Singapore - Hady Mirza


a video which i found rather interesting:
The Wale - Japanese Ad Council

trying to refresh my mind,
to see if there's anything interesting to post about.
but apparently, i've slept away most of my memories
of the morning.
okay, i come to remember this.
i got the audition form for the Teacher's Day Performance
but i don't dare to do it alone
and can't get roy and leo to move their butts to help me.
have gotta think of something.
i wanna perform, but i'm lacking the push once again.

was telling Jing Wen yesterday, about man(human).
well most people, always needs a push on the back
to do things.
or otherwise, responsibility.
when one takes up a certain responsibility.
their attitude would change drastically.

*quick news*
sec1's won't be around for tml due to leadership workshop!
and marvina has no idea of it all.
typical of marvina. or rather of students.
i sometimes also dunno about such stuffs.
can't be bothered.
anyway, means less people around.
lucky us that ms yee ain't gonna be around tml,
if im not mistaken that is.

back to what i was saying..
that has always been very true.
try it out on yourself.
take up some responsibility.

k think i shall end here.
with maple to play and some stuffs to settle.
ja-na~

barely anytime to post anything long
shall just end the post here quick
busy playing games i guess
that's why havent got the time to update the blog
and there was the physics SPA which i believe
i did not bad.
hopefully its as i believe la.
so its 1 SPA down and 2 to go.
most worried of Chem.
alot of things to remember i feel that.
nothing much interesting anyway.
btw last thing
maplers who wish to just have fun around with private servers..
join me at Aina! http://www.ainamaple.com
k gotta run.. still have work to be done!

Felicia apparently found a new artist
on a her list of "Not Bad Artist" or what
so here comes her recommendation
which i thought was not bad.
similar choice of genre of music.

so all the way from America (i ph-ink)!
its Delta Goodrem!



Lost Without You.


enjoys~

Et Lacion - RS

been spending my day away of the whole of yesturday
on playing sfront and going down to play basketball as well.
so i decided not to post, as there was nothing much to post about yesturday.
hmm i'm still stuck on blog content here.
trying to figure out what would be nice to be talk about.

looking at the post that would disappear after i post this,
i've got an idea!
i haven't been studying as you can see
which is so not right,
given that i should be at least reading the chinese book
so that i wouldn't die on the test that is some where this week.
and great! its the first time i'm packing for Week 2 timetable.
given that i missed the first Week 2 for OBS and
came back to be stuck of Week 1 timetable.
have gotta do some revision of some sort soon later.
and i was reminded of tomorrow's detention for thermometer.
that would be a good time to read the book as well.
of coz it would be even great if Zhiting decides to stay back
and take detention duty tomorrow hahas.

k think i shall end of here then
lacking of content since its just the start of the day.

one last thing before i go,
my parents are out again later.
to the esplanade for this CO Concert.
meaning dinner on my own.
Ja-na~

525600 Minutes (Seasons of Love)
Cast of Rent the Movie (2005)



i have finally remembered about the song
enjoy this wonderful beautiful song of love..
something not, Josh Groban.. Hahas..
absolutely beautiful~
how wonderful would it be if the choir sings that..
hahas.

ja-na~

the ball is back into the court of Josh Groban.
Bringing you...



Awake - Josh Groban

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other

So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same

And I know that only time will tell me how
We'll carry on without each other

So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

We'll let tomorrow wait, you're here, right now, with me
All my fears just fall away, when you are all I see

We can't stay this way forever
But I have you here today

And I will remember
Oh I will remember
Remember all the love we shared today

here comes the main post of the day.
i just never get enough of music.
hahas especially Josh Groban these days..
farhaniah calls me Westlife,
coz i'm Westlife fan.
i think she should start changing to Josh Groban.
hahas. that would be alot better.

took the e math ispl test earlier on
was great, well, got 17/20
and got back the add maths test back too
mrs goh had been pulling our legs i believe
cause it seems that we've done not bad.
i got 20/30
which was much better than i thought.
since i didn't study for it at all.

i'm surprise i was able to remember what i did
the week before i went OBS.

then had to do detention after that.
shall explain now.
it turns out i was late again today.
and ms Koe didn't accept the excuse of the bus being late today again.
with 30 odd people around me who also got caught in the traffic outside the gate.
they had called us to stand outside before they make their decision
and consult ms Koe of the issue.
since this was no small matter.
and i after that i then noticed that i didn't bring my thermometer
which means another detention.
heck it, anyway i don't mind staying behind to do detention
since i can make use of that time to study anyway.
gotta go take detention
after i'm done with my Physics SPA Practice Task on Monday, oh well.

time seems to fly pass me pretty fast these days
which was good i guess.
other than it would mean i've gotta manage my time
carefully by the min.
so i can make full use of every second i have.

shall end of here..
ja-na..

bringing you something not Josh Groban.
its No Air by Jordin Sparks, featuring...Chris Brown.
enjoy.



If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in
a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, don't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can
make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[ Chorus ]
Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
Oh
No air, air
no
No air, air
Oh
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to
hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/iX ]
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[ Chorus ]
Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
Oh
No air, air
No
No air, air
Oh
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[ Break ]

[ Chorus ]
OH OH
Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

[ Chorus ]
Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

London by William Blake


I wander thro’ each charter’d street,
Near where the charter’d Thames does flow,
And mark in every face I meet
Marks of weakness, marks of woe.

In every cry of every Man,
In every Infant’s cry of fear,
In every voice, in every ban,
The mind-forg’d manacles I hear.

How the Chimney-sweeper’s cry
Every black'ning Church appalls;
And the hapless Soldier’s sigh
Runs in blood down Palace walls.

But most thro’ midnight streets I hear
How the youthful Harlot’s curse
Blasts the new-born Infant’s tear
And blights with plagues the Marriage hearse.

a poem that the Lit students had done on earlier today.
which i find rather interesting
but of coz, i have a long way to go
for my poems to be like his.
but i'm not gonna give into pointless remarks
on my works where they are not at all constructive.

anyway, such poems have alot of hidden meaning in them
which would probably take me years to do so
with my current vocabulary and knowledge,
or never reach that kind of quality.
well, i'll just take a step at a time.
enjoy the marvelous poem by William Blake.
London
and the link given has an accompanied analysis
by most probably lit professor or something like that.

ja-na~

wohoo~
shall start of the post with a "wohoo~", today..
anyway the day started with some interesting happenings
it turns out wanxuan wasn't around yesturday.
and i didn't notice that at all.
then when she comes back to school today,
she was lame.
literally lame on the left leg, not figuratively.

i was late for school today due to the rain again.
hope that it would rain everyday like this
lols.
than was trying to get to join the class
but wasn't enough time.
end up saying the pledge near the gate.
then after that we had to seat around at the canteen.
well, most of us did, while some sneaked back
to their classes as they seat near to the canteen.
that's when the surprise came out.

i then noticed wan xuan limping into the canteen to get a seat.
with her crutches of coz.
i knew from that moment that we're gonna have lessons on the ground floor!
but the others didn't know until the last moment.
well, i guess so?
we're currently using 1e3 classroom for lessons.
but my locker is at the third floor!
have to run up to get my books now.
this afternoon, leo had been nice to bring it up for me.
luckily tml wont need to get books from locker.
all the necessary books with me.

wanxuan then explain that her right leg was trapped
in her mother's car yesturday morning
when she was trying to get out of the car.
then without noticing, her mother drove off still
with wanxuan's leg still inside.
she then limped her way for a few steps.
then as she hopped and limped with the car moving forward.
she sprained her left leg.
that's how her injury came about.
i can still recall the sight of her walking to the chem lab
this morning.
it had been a long walk for her, with much difficulty
she finally reached though.
was having biology practical.
then when the lesson ended,
wanxuan took the other route where there would be no stairs out of the room.
an advice from mr syam and ms dianah.

that may have sounded abit cruel
but i'm was just joking about it
finding humor you see..
but in fact i'm hoping that she'd recover soon
so she won't have to strain herself to walk distances
that could have been done in less than 5 mins,
that turns out to take 15mins.
hope she gets well soon.

then after school we had ngee ann poly experience visit.
had quite some fun there.
was in the same group as uma and nurul.
had chose media and humanities
which turns out to be the only guy from the class
to choose this course try-out.

well we got to eat an apple
and a chance to act out an advertisement
for this bee-bee crackers,
which we won luckily.
coz we weren't supposed to open to eat it,
but for the advertisement,
we included that part
and would have to pay for it if we don't lose
coz if we win, we get all the crackers.
turns out that paid off and we got the crackers all for ourselves.
it had nurul and ariffin running half way to faint unconscious.
the angels then comes into scene to feed them some bee-bee crackers
where they would wake after eating it
having energized from it.
something like that, the actually planning sounded more convincing
than the actually act.
maybe due to the limited time we have.
but it had been quite an experience.

should have took mrt back home
as i tooked a total of an hour and a half to get home
including waiting time for bus and walking home.
which could have been reduced to around half an hour.
that explains my dizziness again.
thought i had seasick cured yet to find it haunting me again.

to my disbelief we also saw the Balestiens who was around to attend
the ngee ann poly experience.
which they had knew it yesturday and planned on having a dinner together
without informing me till just now.
thus i couldn't join them for dinner.
wanted to recommend them to SIM's Megabites
but my good intentions fell on deaf ears.
oh well, its their lost.

shall end off here, the seasick is getting on me..

found a wonderful site for revision on the net
other than those 2 sites that we payed for
click here.
yes HERE! the above "here'!!
hmm, its a British site (uk)
meaning its good!
as Cambridge is in UK!
you can find clips on different subjects too
click here!

hmm trying to recall any interesting events
that happened today..
can't seem to recall any interesting things for the day
which is bad!
means i've gotta start making my life much more interesting.
k maybe just a few short instances.

let me take you back to chemistry lesson
as usual mdm yaw is full of surprises
this time, she got those who didn't complete their work
to stand outside of class
of rather just stay outside.
but we know she's not really angry.
coz' she's a really very nice teacher.
so before clara walked out of the class with kwung teng by her side
she looked at me with a very sad sight
as if her eyes are gonna pop out any moment!
k joking! just that she was like on the verge of crying..
once again.. that's a girl.
undeniable a girl.
girls...

anyway those really hardworking ones stayed in class
i ain't hardworking but i stayed in class
i told a white lie. =X
so not Cleristo..
argh.. it just came to me i should say i never bring
instead i never do
but turns out it might have been better
cause in the end i had to copy the worksheet
with questions and answers

but then again, its good.
as it gets through my brain 1 time
before i shall return home to do it over again on my worksheet.
all of the sudden in the afternoon
it strucked me that i should start studying
as i have my biology text on my lap and revising the contents
OMG. that's so Cleristo!
hahas. anyway i guess i might have start to change.
i've gotta focus on the outcome that i want so dearly.
my Cleristo!

1 Cleristo, 2 (to) Cleristo, 3 (the) Cleristo, 4 (for) Cleristo!
just came up with this all of the sudden.
i had better get back to my studies.
wish me luck!

"Stream down that river, for new wonders beyond those waters."
"With this clap, the world shall witness the beauty and wonders.
With a snap, it shall change. With that many, it has already begun so."

here is just a quick post seeing that i may
not have time to do another post.
i'm gonna post another song of Josh Groban up.

its Josh Groban,
bringing you. In Her Eyes.


She Stares Through My Shadow
She Sees Something More
Believes There's A Light In Me
She Is Sure
And Her Truth Makes Me Stronger
Does She Realize
I Awake Every Morning
With Her Strength By My Side

I Am Not A Hero
I Am Not An Angel
I Am Just A Man
Man Who's Trying To Love Her
Unlike Any Other
In Her Eyes I Am

This World Keeps On Spinning
Only She Steals My Heart
She's My Inspiration
She's My Northern Star
I Don't Count My Possession
All I Call Mine And Give Her Completely
To The End Of All Time

I Am Not A Hero
I Am Not An Angel
I Am Just A Man
Man Who's Trying To Love Her
Unlike Any Other
In Her Eyes I Am

In Her Eyes I See The Sky And All I'll Ever Need
In Her Eyes Time Passes By And She Is With Me

I Am Not A Hero
I Am Not An Angel
I Am Just A Man
Man Who's Trying To Love Her
Unlike Any Other
In Her Eyes I Am
In Her Eyes I Am

edit:
in addition
its Sarah Brightman.
bringing you the light on the streets,
its Amigos para siempre!



Sarah
I don't have to say
A word to you
You seem to know
Whatever mood
I'm going through
Feels as though
I've known you forever

José
You
Can look into my eyes and see
The way I feel
And how
The world is treating me
Maybe I have known you forever

both
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


Sarah
We share memories
I won't forget
And we'll share more,
My friend,
We haven't started yet
Something happens
When we're together

José
When
I look at you
I wonder why
There has to come
A time when we must say goodbye
I'm alive when we are together

both
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


José
When
I look at you
I wonder why
There has to come
A time when we must say goodbye

both
I'm alive when we are together

Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre
Amigos para siempre

i see that i still can upload
a few more videos on the blog
before it might start to lag to great
to load them.

so i'm embedding..
Beat it!

FOB - Beat It


Michael Jackson - Beat It

coming up next is Black or White,
one of my favourites of Michael Jackson's music.
Michael Jackson - Black of White

as the above two are prohibited to be embed
your would have to visit them by yourself.

enjoy!

edit:
many others here!!
Michael Jackson
Thriller
Billie Jean
the Way You Make Me Feel
Smooth Criminal

just had lunch
mother was telling me about her big fat obstacle
when she was boarding the bus back home.
some indian lady tried to act tyrant
cut the queue in and when people
carried on and went ahead of her
she started calling all her father, mother, brother, sisters.
darn thick skin.
then she even tried to scare the people because of her size
that she'll fight back if they do not give way.
if i was there i would sure have fought back and scream
at her ears.
what a retard.
can anyone enlighten me with any better words to describe
this insolent fellow?

there were also other youths
whom my mother supposed to be Malaysians
also cutting the cut from the side.
such people deserves a tight slap on the face
up, down, left, right, center.
just the kind of people that i could test my punches with.
since that OBS camp my fists has become much stronger.
can't wait to try them out some day.
and my legs are stronger too.
darn great trainning that camp had brought me.
must have been from the land and sea expeditions.

well gotta start work.
if not i'll be all messed up when i get back to school.
if i can get rid of my seasick that is.

ja-na~

was savouring the durians my parents had
brought over from my Grandma's place in Johore.
they had left yesturday morning and only returned
yesturday night at around 10pm
the durian was sour, love it.
and accompanying the pleasure to the tongue
comes with music of the classical, songs of Josh Groban.

bringin' you. Josh Groban.
a few songs i'm gonna learn.



Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes





Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy, I
I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you, I
I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt
That you hide
When you're lost inside, I
I'll be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you I
I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world

Don't give up
Everyone needs to be loved

You are loved



here's another of Josh Groban songs
When You Say You Love Me.



Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

[bridge:]
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?


This following video sang by the 1st Runner Up
of American Idol Season 7!!
Bringing you! David Archulate!

so tired man
eye lids can barely hold.
exhausting day..
shall post tml
so exhausting
but was rather interesting day.
however we did not managed to see Jill.
some how her short term memory acted up
left us alone there.
never gave us her number =.=

next darn thing was that
i found myself the only BBSSianz
present, all the others were BHSSianz
but not so bad la.

then the guys and ladies split up for dinner.
i and the 2 other guys went to have KFC.
kim eng was there on duty
so we kinda disturbed her.
but darn funny
with her hat on, i nearly couldn't recognised her.

then after dinner, the trio went down to newton
to play basketball at the cc nearby.
darn song. but can see the standard there not very good.
compared to bukit batok or choa chu kang.
kinda lag behind leh.

shall skip that.
and end the post today here.

this is the time.
to be more than a name,
of a face in the crowd.

wohoo!
i'm back!
was sleeping through most of the afternoon
gonna have to start work tomorrow i guess..
zhiting passed me my load just now.
and i saw jordan and junjia on the way at lot 1.
had a nice long chit chat with the 2.
k shall now talk on my 5D4N trip.

note:
skipping some information like food we ate.

Day 1 was a rather plain day,
rather boring and dull. not very interesting at all i say.
well to introduce my watch mates.
RAFFLES!

from BBSS,
we have..
Nazirul, Hafiz, Nurul, Shao Jie, Uma, Shi Cheng, Yu Run
from Balestier Hill!
we have...
Sheng Hui, Joseph, Qi Tian, Hui Qi, Yuen Yern, Kim Eng
and my tent mates were, Shao Jie, Naz and Hafiz

did a few high elements only. then was packing
the meals for the 5 Days.
there were some form of friction among us
due to the unfamilarity
which has a drastic change at the end of the camp.
where the girls cried when we met again at the jetty
as we were about to leave for home.
a rather unexpected thing la.
but they weren't crying over me that's one thing
or maybe they are?
whatever.. but hafiz and nazirul got the attention.
and that moment of silence
as we looked upon the skies of stars at the jetty pontoon

Day 2.
we went on to kayak!
but before that we did some sessions learning
how to kayak. well, for the BBSSianz..
that was nothing much,
given the fact that we have all at least
a few experience in it.
having kayak during the sec 3 camp.
but for most of the Balestians (made it up myself)
they were rather much of difficulty.
no confidence that they can do well in it.
struggled in the waters as we kayaked 1km to the east to get to Campsite 2.
and was greeted by urban environment.

exhausting as we then went on to rock climbing
limited by own strength,
i did not complete the whole of it,
however i pull through and went over my target
which was something nice.
we had to 'pay' for our meals
well note is highlighted with quotation marks
meaning not true.
they had already prepared for it.
and we met the bills too.
for every tile, we earn $10
and the food was darn expensive
rice $10, etc.
on the whole, a set is $100
so you'll need at least to hit 10 tiles.
and the mid section of the wall
is 2 times the pay. meaning $20 per tile.
it was great when we got to bathe.
cleanse ourselves.
by now, our tent pitching skills were
alot better then before le.
i was telling shi cheng, sheng hui, joseph, yu run
that i and shao jie did it faster then them,
in the end we completed it later
then tio suan throughout the rest of the camp =.=
we went to the pontoon again this time.
but the clouds were to heavy this time
so no stars to see.
at one moment it looked liked its gonna rain to next day
but luckily the stars came out to say hi
and that it won't rain the next day. =)
but it would have been better if it rains.
then my face wouldn't have been burnt!

Jill also talked about the rabbit and tortoise story
which was extended de.
on 3 races they had.
so comes to whether we are the tortoise, the rabbit or both.
as the grp and even myself.
the question remains a question.

we also had a SEX briefing.. JOKING!
its actually SEA-EXpedition briefing for the next day.
Nurul and Naz were the SEA-EX leaders from our watch
coz it was done together with Nila Utama.
i keep on ranting, "Sng Nila Utam, saw a lion.."

Day 3!
Once again we went to the seas
12 km of journey in 4 and 1/2 hours!!
we finished quite fast even though against tide.
meant to be like 5 hours?
but we finished it in 1/2 faster then expected.
darn glad about it.

"Quick News"
peiyi: "egg yolk is white" or "egg yolk are white"
clarence: egg yolk is white?
i guess?
peiyi: wrong!
egg yolk is yellow!
common sense!
clarence: lmao!

peiyi: In a plane crash, every single man died. Who didn't die?
clarence: the married man.
correct?
peiyi: cor-RIGHT!

☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
ask you 6 SERIOUS questions, no joke kay.
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
junjie: what is 1+1?
*
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com just sent you a nudge.
*
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
kk
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
2?
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
junjie: what is 2+2?
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
4?
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
junjie: what is 4+4?
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
8?
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
junjie: 1human got 2 hands, 3 humans got how many hands?
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
6?
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
junjie: 1 ant got 6 legs, 3 ants got how many legs?
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
18?
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
junjie: 1 rainbow got 7 colours, 3 rainbows got how many colourS?
ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ 　　　 卐*~あさくら • けんじつ~*卐 　　　 ΨΛΕΡΙCΤΟ says:
7
☠Peiyi ` bottledup-troubles@bs.com says:
eeyer.

kk
back to main thing

but we finished it in 1/2 faster then expected.
darn glad about it...
k we had the star board by the right, navigator at the tip, sweeper at the back
and the moon board (i think) at the left?
lols
so its like a diamond shape formation la.
darn rewarding when we reach the campsite.
Julango!
no clean water though.
turned on the tap
yellow water flows out.
so can't consume it.
and we aren't suppose to bathe.
the guys then started having powder bath, wiht prickly heat powder.
darn shiok and cooling.
abit hot at the start.
the guys were all jumpin around. darn amusing.
a girl, MJ, from Utama also had powder bath from her chest area
to her ahem there
darn funny.
at first she says not hot at all, then suddenly burning
keep on jumping.
she says she thought coz we got 1 extra thing that's why will jump
so she try prickly heat too.
darn funny and horny LOL.
she some more quite chio =X

then we ended the day earlier with a trip to a
hut in the area for debrief for the day and
journal writing too.
and also a debrief on next day's Land Expedition.
after the day, alot of pimples appeared on my face
small ones though, with only the pus only.
but it was everywhere around my face.
still we slept on.
we had difficulty pitching the tent though.
coz it was darn windy facing the sea.
had to lay rocks in the tent so that it won't be blown away.

we also had sentry duty.
my shift with some others was at around 1.30 till 2.
interesting sentry duty though.
gotta sit at one corner and enjoy the wind and sea.
it was a nice scenery in the night.
sadly no strangers with bad motives
came along, if not would have got to wack him
hahas.

Day 4
land expedition trip was exhausting
much more exhausting then compared to the sea expedetion.
becoz we didn't got to bath the day before
i got abbreation at the near of the trekking
lucky it wasn't really serious as it was over
after i bath when we reach campsite 2.
along the way we got to eat durians
which was meant to be a no-no.
but jill was too late to stop us.
and thus we ate. its a secret among the watch. =)

we went onto the West of Pulau Ubin, Chek Jawa.
where we saw the corals
k not really saw them, but got to the habitat they live in.
and also we went on east to visit the German Girl Shrine
where the girl was worshipped by gamblers who buy 4D
and got rewarded well to.
at her shrine also lies 17 other deities.
i shan't use the word God. sounds sooo wrong.
it was also said that her ashes were missing from the pot
it was once placed in.
so she was known to be formless too.
an interesting story about her.
now, her altar is replaced with a barbie doll.
its said that her parents were plantation boss in that area
when the WW2 came about.
she was chased and drop into the quarry in that area.
rushing through the story
no1 knows the exact story of her tale
and how she came to be worshipped.
it remains a story unrevealed.
Tale of a girl
from afar, German.

* recieves an sms to meet at novena at 5pm for dinner with Raffles*

we also went to the highest point of Pulau Ubin
can't remember the name of it
but we got to shout at the quarry
and get echos.
as Jill went on to explain a story on the quarry.
of a boy who was bad tempered and was
sent by his father to the quarry.
whenever he was angry he would shout at it and it echoes back.
he never knew that it was actually echoes,
thinking that its actually another person talking to him.
soon he begins to cools and becomes a better tempered person.

along the way we saw hornbill,
thus comes the line on the poem,
Bill shaped like a horn
and also there was the shy wild boar
Bore animal yet shy
we also had a great dinner
as Jill made us a desert or rather appetizer
as we ate the apple crumble
rather nice, can't recall what isit called though.
anyway, we had alot to cook and to be eaten.

after dinner we meet up again to the pontoon
but it was taken up.
so we stayed near the Jetty.
the skies rather cloudy and ready to rain anytime.
this time we talked about ghost stories.
as Naz's grandmother is Mdm Kadijah
he had quite a few to share.
very interesting ones from the rest too
i shared mine also.
the Balestians had a few to share
but mainly from our school.
the girls from Balestier Hills
were shouting throughout the whole story telling session la.
darn funny.

Day 5
the night ended
and the rain followed suit.
lucky we were in our tents and it was in the middle of the night.
but it was a rather long one
as it was around the time we woke up
has some problems carrying out our plans for the day
but lucky that the rain was only around for some time.
played some commitment games.
as we took turns to jump from around 1m in height stand
and try to touch a bell at around our eye level or lower
where the rest prevents the fall.
you had to say your goal before you do the jump
i said mine in one word, "Cleristo."

then we also had souvenir shopping
bought a $15 sleeveless shirt
and also got our photos we took at the start.
there was one memorable activity we had before the commitment activity
we all sat around in shelter and relate on 3 questions.
The happiest moments in camp, the saddest moments, the learning point.
thus comes the last poem as i shared it then.
we had a cotton thine being passed around to each other as we took turns
to make our point.
it then became the "Raffles Web" as it looked like a web
and it ties between Raffles then.
the saddest moment arrived as Jill started to cut the rope
everyone was left with a part of the web
and nothing more.
for that moment, everyone started to feel all so down and sad,
on the verge of crying most of us were.
now that part of it lies in my room.
tied up and shall be stored along with the photo.
another memorable experience at camp.
even though many of us struggled through
and said many things like how bad the camp was
like the food and environment.
but it turns out to be better than we though at the start.

the Balestians got onto the boat first
a few of us reach there earlier then the rest
and we managed to meet with the Balestians.
it was a saddening moment
as the girls cried.
and they crowd around Naz and Hafiz.
felt abit sour to tell the truth.

walked down and up the hill with roy
as i abandoned the rest
and left off ahead first.
walked like a kilometer or so
until we couldn't take it and saw a bus 82 leading to Serrangoon
which turns out that it might have been a bad choice to board
as we had some difficulty reaching back home.
my OLD basketball shoes also started to open its mouth and talk
along the walk. had to wear slippers.
carried the heavy luggage and went to WestMall to have lunch
only to reach there at around 4.
long journey from the Jetty to WestMall.
we then split out ways and went home respectively.

laid on the bed and rested
the moment i reached home
or not. was online posting as you noticed my post.
still feeling dizzy today though.
from the kayak i suppose.

shall end of here.
if i missed out anything,
or if my dear readers have anything to ask
feel free to tag..
its a long post indeed.. =)

RAFFLES!!
OBS OD511-II
30th June - 4th July



To serve, to strive and not to yield.
Serve, strive and not yield

i'm soo freaking exhausted!!
just gonna post the cream of the pie details
of the ALL-SO-CHALLENGING experience of OBS!!
gonna post the journal entries that i wrote during OBS.
glad that i have something to follow up on.
if not with my memory, i'm sure to forget everything

30th June
Day 1
Pulau Ubin OBS Campsite 2

Light-hearted fills,
Light glimmering still.
Running along miles
Over, distances to
Reach. Standstill in
Time.

Raffles, shimmering
Bright yet light
Over different distances.
Friction. However may
Freeze in time.
Shone still brightly.

Passing through
dark matter,
over distances
Passing in time
Trust, in self
Us and We, struggle
through brave
shone bright.

1st July
Day 2
OBS Campsite 1 - 2

Chopping through tides
Clutched the pebbles
Struggle through obstacles
With effort, with sweat
Brave through currents
and trials

Mere simple items
rewarding our efforts
Food, Cleanliness, Rest

Like tortoise, or
rabbit, both remains
a question

2nd July
Day 3
Campsite 2 - Julango

Once again we brush through the waters
A diamond across the waters
Stop by and rested
In waters
Heave a sigh of relief

Over twelve
Distance to destination
Within hands
Lies success
Rewarding

Funny
Exciting, Challenging
Satisfactory, Rewarding

3rd July
Day 4
Julango - Campsite 2

Trek over regions
Close to Sea
To Chek Jawa
Bill shaped like a horn we saw
A bore animal yet shy
In the bush

Tale of the girl
From afar, German
Worshiped by believers
Burning feelings
Obstacles so great
Lies ahead.

Stories of the unwanted
Shivers down the spine
Exhilarating, spine-chilling
Scares them deep
Screams and woke the dead

Day 5
Campsite 2

Star across the skies
Dark dim light
Void of noise
Silent, Special

Regret, disappoint
Limited by own strength
Thou struggle
Despite odds, regrets

A long way to go
A journey to continue
Values and Virtues to hold
The Journey goes on

Soundless communication
Prevails

quotes:

"To Serve, to Strive, and not to yield."

"To yield is not to live, for to live is not to yield."

"A Definition A Day of Cleristo Today"

Cleristo; a noun, verb, adjective.
a goal that one wishes to achieve greatly/
a shout of freedom and well wishes/
a realistic, listener, distrustful, analytical person.