weee
tiring day once again...
posting after 3 days since the last post
having running nose
and just been notified that i'm nominated to be SL
ZzZ well what can i say, no surprise...hahas...
but what truly surprises me is that clara aint one of them
i truly didn't expect that...
but then... this is only SL...
she still has a chance to be Chair...
weee and truthfuly, i aims to be vice-chair =p
hahas! anw... it wont be easy...

k gotta get back to work...
got homework to do...

gosh its a tiring day
i truelly feel that i have lottsa things that i need to do
and yet i cant seem to come up with any...
its freaking irratating me la!
and desktop seems so freaking lag today too

there's Oral Presentation tomorrow
first for the day
OMG la~~
i've just started preparing for it
and there's chinese too
and i have a missing e maths tb on the loose
if any one see it plz return
if i'm not wrong there's my name on it
i wrote it on a sticker and its right on the front
mrs goh almost saw me just now
its freaking close when she came
and i have hwk to do la...
k i go do chinese le...
blasting off~!

damn it... freaking hell
suddenly i felt that i have lottsa things i wanna do
i mean i nid to do but i cant seem to recall what..
damn it man!!!
and i've just spent $10 on birthday gifts again
and cheanpin would be surprise what i got jacelyn for her birthday
and i suppose kellie would be also
lols and i'll be Laughing My Ass Off tml too
k i'm yawning its time to go and sleep~~

freaking hell
this shall be my last skin using GIMP
coz my GIMP got some kinda problem
ever since i dl-ed new brushes
and i have request for pirated PS from sm1
in return i nid return the gift for a handphone cover
sadly, i guess i have to live with pirated stuffs
lols.. if not i cant do skins!!
and i wan to do more skins!!!!
k short post and i'm blasting off!!

and btw i lost some of the links
coz i forgot to save the previous template before i change layout
soo sorry... so if mis link plz tell me...
shall edit it asap...

THE BIG BANG IS HERE!!!
KABOOM!!!!
hahas!! i've just finished up this skin!!
like finally!!
k though it may not be very good
but its at least better than the previous one
hahas!!

posting them here coz i'm removing them from the Wishes

BIRTHDAY WISH LIST 2008(for those interested in buying me)
instead of saying what i wanI shall list the requirements of the
gifts
i. memorable
ii. useful
iii. need not be expensive
iv. filled with your sincerityv. my name all over it (not literally)
NOTEyou can also get me a ring
coz i find them rather cool.
updated on 10/1/08

although i would love to help roy
and tell him what would lies ahead for him
i shall choose to see and watch him suffer
not because i hate him or what
or that i just wanna see him suffer
i wan him to grow on his own
and watch him advance and learn to make such decisions
no doubt there would be times he shall back off
and times when he would fall into it again
but however the results would be
hopefully he would land on the same path as me...

and i also...
i'm wondering if that guy, roy's talking about is me...
and Kriss aint too happy with me too
his getting on me too
KC and Kriss just dun understand me
do they see me saying "fuck you"
to the rest whenever they joke about me?
obv not, coz i understand its a joke...

k leaving that aside...
they have came up with a letter to show ms kavitha
to pull her down from the commitee
obvly they aint giving her the chance
not even for a term
if she's going down
i'm gonna back her up
of coz i aint gonna just blindly back her up
she aint doing much of a good job
but i cant allow her to step down
when she hasnt give in her best yet
i guess she have her difficulties
she's after all a fellow
i believe by giving her chance for at least
fufilling this term
all of us will see what she's really meant for...
if not otherwise
i'm not gonna leave things untouched
and let them do stuffs like this
and whats more she aint the only one
that would deserve such order...

choir only have 8 girls this year
as first choice that is
then only 2 boys... whats more as 2nd choice
wonder if the audition actually helped at all
hopfull ms tang just hasnt contacted them
thats why...
k this is a short post
co i still have history to read up for tml's test
gd luck to all!
and there's Chem test, reading Test and Math Test.
OMG 4 test in a day~!

i just havent been blog hopping for like 2-3wks
and i see lottsa people who are suffering
just within this 20 days
there are already people crying for help
people like jacelyn who's crying over the workload
and chemistry...
XinYing aka Tasai crying over friendship problems
some times seeing friends in trouble
and not being able to be there and help them
really makes me feel bad...
thats why one of my birthday wish that i made yesturday
was for everyone around me to be happy
and there's roy and clara with huge problems

i'm always around
but dun call me all the time
i get fed up at times
dun call me over too little things too
like suchi does =.=
but seriously suchi
i can only help you that much
it all depends on you
and sometimes i do get irritated by your calls
as i'm some times busy with my work too

k Study Group aka Dumbledore's Army (DA)
aka Royal Order (RO)
is gonna open soon
just that time is rather tight for me too

but of coz when i'm helping people
i feel that there are also times
when i nid people to help me...
and right before me is Chem txtbk
and the Chem notes
i was planning to ask MK for help
see if he could teach me how to memorise that

i also wonder at times
do everyone i help
appreciate my help like clara does... lols..
blasting off!

k back to post about my spoiled day
freaking hell daryl ps me
darn him
he better have a better explaination for it
if not he'll get it from me
i seriously mean it
he truly spoiled my day

i told him about not just today only
and i even called him so many times today
in the end, he left me alone with eddie
he's so gonna get it from me
its my birthday
and yet, there is my good friend
abandoning me...
what kinda friend is he man
call him just rush me off
so that he can do his things
its my day
and yet this is how a good friend should treat me...
i'm freaking damn angry....

KABOOM
its the memorable date
of how a disaster occured on earth
where a boy who shall be name Clarence
who shall be made a Cleristo
shall reside on earth

its Happy Birthday to Me!!!
k last call if anyone's reading this post
anyone else other than those i invited
interested in coming for my gathering this afternoon?
shall post again later
havent eat breakfast yet
and gonna do physics homework aft that...

oh ya i forgot about my wishes

1. i wish that everyone around me, are always happy and free.
2. i wish that i shall continue to succeed in whatever i do.
3. i wish that every little thing i do,
shall affect the world around me positively.

yup here wishes for year 2008
there's definitely a diff btw me last year and this year
just by comparing the wishes i made last year
and this year
i've grown much
like felicia said in her sms greeting:
"you're one and a half decade old now"
i sure have grown...

and thanks for all the well wishes!

k third post in like less than an hour?
to think i said i wan to rest
but not when i still have things to say

my hopes of holding a SG would be tougher
with all the time so tight up
and seems like kuan teng is rather tight up too
i kinda know whats going on
especially after readin her post
sigh... and darn it
she studied chapter 1 before school reopened
but luckily i also have mine
i known a little about functions
to last me to understand during a.math lessons
but shant get on high hopes

many people have fell sick these days
alot of people were sick and couldnt attend choir today
i feel like i'm gonna be next
with all the late nights
and long tiring day
k i gotta explain myself
why do i try to be more enthu in class
coz if i aint trying to enjoy the class
i would be tired and bored to death in class
k maybe tomorrow, i'll ask leo to stay back with me
so as to finish up the whole of chapter 1 a.math with me
if not i'll just do studying on my own in the library
i rather stay in the library to study
then to come back home to study
coz i dun think i'll have the mood to study back home

and for people who are experiencing problems
like kuanteng or like me...
Gambate!!
especially if your from 3e2!
INTELLECTUAL'S AT LARGE, THAT'S US!!
GO, GO, GO!!!

after much effort
i finally managed to solve most of them
still there are a few questions that i cant see thru
truly nid to work on chapter 1 in the weekends
by doing all the questions again
and do many other questions

my brain didn't hang i guess
i jus kinda block myself
from trying the 2nd method
to solve the questions
and thus leading me no where
but it also means that i still need lottsa practice
so as to be use to seeing the questions structure
to be able know immediately
what method best to use
in order to solve the equation/problem
i'll have to start working hard le...

headache ah!!
shall spend the whole of sunday
doing math, math and more math
and read through all the sciences and history
sciences seems rather fine so far
bio seems to be rather smooth
so as physics and chemistry too...
may have to lessen my time spend on blogging le
even though i may have not played dota all this while le
but seem like even so
i still nid to find time to do revision everyday...

but for now...
i nid to get some rest
so that i can learn better tomorrow!

finally finished up the freaking choir noticeboard
it doesnt look really that nice
but well... amendments can be made
and i've just finished my choir review essay
wee its 2days and 9 min to my birthday...
inviting friends over
maybe in the afternoon we can play some games and stuffs
then at night,
call for KFC delivery
everyone pay a share for it.

asked jordan and junjia to blanjah abit for a converse bag
lols, then i'll pay like $10 too
maybe can get abit from parents too
ya then what else...
oh ya going to kukup
been to malaysia for so many times
but havent been to kukup yet
$35 its rather ex if you ask me
first thing, i think $35 is abit to much for such a trip
but then, i dunno...maybe there are interesting things
that's why its that expensive
but it would be cool to go malaysia with the class
and others from other classes
i forgot to ask if jordan they all going anot sia
shall ask them tml then...

Superman is really a nice song man
i go for songs that have meaningful lyrics
wa... i already having the feeling that my presents...
wont exceed 3.
=.= so i aint having high hopes of more than 3 people
giving me presents on Friday
or for those who are coming to my house on Saturday.

k anyone interested to come my house visit me
other than those i've invited do tag or ask me in school or msn
but i doubt anyone would ask...
anyway i havent invite i few people yet
oh ya, i suppose the rules and regulation is that its restricted to boys only
hahas...

as usual
my eyes are freaking tired
eye lids gonna fall off soon
eyes gonna pop-out
seems like cp may have learnt a little
and have been listening to my advices
but it aint working that well i may say
and i've gotta put up that freaking noticeboard
by tml 4.15pm
shouldnt be a prob though

i have new ideas
ideas from cheeryl
thanks so much... and also valerie
for willing to help out to draw out the two
k, not gonna say what she's drawing
wan to know you ask her ba
but then best if dun ask her
so that it would be a surprise

eye-balls popping out!!

k lols,
blog rather dead la...
and the class blog and class tee matters
wa i've got skins to do
lcukily i have a rough idea
what kinda skin i wanna do
for the class blog
just nid brushes and time

kellie wans a 5:1 for her birthday present and for mine
i say no way, lols...
its a 1:1 hahas
k gotta blast!!

second post of the day
coz i havent post things that i not happy about
some one has been saying that i've been very insensittive
and yet, that person isnt even sensitive to how my feelings

Let name of person be H. (maths -.-)

H does not even care about how i feel
when H insults and give darn remarks
and yet H is saying that i'm not sensitive
what on earth is this kinda logic right?
its freaking irritating and its getting on my nerves
there are others who have changed for the better
and yet for you,
whom i have put in alot more to show that i'm a friend,
i get this kind of nonsense
its freaking darn 'great' of you

and my stomach aint feeling well
i'm feeling freaking sick now
having finally finishd the chinese group work cum mini-project
with only me and leo doing all the job... =.=
the rest are so gonna thank us
and gonna do it without us the next time...

WEE
rather tired
got caught in the rain while heading for the bus stop
there was no way we could have turn back to school
k i mentioned WE coz there was Jordan, JJ and JS
and then went to LJS to eat abit

yesturday went to Weimeng's hse
did nothing much at his house
and i, him and dick went to JP for dinner tgt
we had Pizza Hut
at first say his dad will blanjah all
coz he has alrdy recieve $50 frm his dad
who ask him to take us out for dinner
it meant to be a treat
thats why daryl and i agreed to have Pizza Hut
and in the end...
i and dick had to fork out $10 each
the whole dinner was near $50
becoz of the service tax and GST
so thats why around $50
ex lo... if we had knew he had to pay
we would nt have chose to eat Pizza Hut
daryl and i were damn freaking heart pain la
he spent a total of around $19 yesturday
and i spent around $12 yesturday
heart pain!!!

k then abit dissy le
after being caught in the rain
and all so damned wet
and i still have to do homework
maybe i'll take some sleep first...

ahhh... lols.
feeling slightly weak
soo exhausted that the mind
can be read open like a book
especially with my huge collections of love songs
eyelids falling but i just feel like posting
this very moment...
mixed feelings here and there
i dun see any question marks around me
and dun see and STOP! sign anywhere too

trying hard to learn the tech. to seals ones mind
and thus would be able to be inaffected
by all external factors,
known as Occlumency.
and the skill to read anothers mind
is known as Legilimency
in the terms used in Harry Potter that is
but it does make some sense...

come to rmb
i have not tick off jacelyn for being such a big mouth
even though i would like to thank you
for having the idea of selling/giving up
your Choir-tee
that has not been worn for years...
since you quited choir back then

the thought of the choir noticeboard
still brings the guilt and tremble to me
ARGH!!
haiz, k gotta run
eyelids cannot make it le...
waking up tml early to do hwk...

i'm feeling tired now
and there is mother nagging and nagging
just coz i forgot to take out my shirt
for her to wash
and that i changed my pants
when i'm not suppose to today
i get the nags almost every day
and i cant find my specs
when i KNOW that i had them with me
ytd night...
as i was actually trying to complete my homework
where my eye leads are falling
and that after that i had them over a file
in which i was actually trying to memories "Way Back into Love"
shall take my time to search for it tml then
since i'm too exausted to do so

today's CCA Showcase aint that so much good
we have only 12 names
in which 2 are boys
luckily, there's always the audition of the whole level
so as to pick out the talented ones, of the level
to join us...
cant afford to disappoint the seniors
SYF is at stake...
a Gold is at stake....
and i didn't get to present the song just now
one, becoz of the rain
second coz i dunno when should i sing
luckily my voice aint that bad today
coz i had gurgled my throat
early this morning with Listerine
and later on in the afternoon with salt water
din went down for recess
so saved around $2 today

borrowed shaun's choir-tee
and turns out its S
luckily i still can fit in
but its rather small for me
will have to buy one more sooner or later
if not when the time comes when i nid to wear it
i'll be the only one or few who will be wearing uniform =.=
that would be scary....

k guess thats all
while i go blog hopping before i sleep
and get some supper...
stomach rather hungry.....

so damn tired le
yet i still wanna pot first before i sleep
and of coz to loiter around
while waiting for leonard
he's afk-ing, dunno do what
eyelids are already beginning to fall
having difficulty having them still wide
especially when my eyes are this small

k its sort of to war
with those guys from e4
the are freaking irratating
getting fed up with them that
i'm trying very hard not to try wacking them up

there's cca showcase tml
a change of plans.
i may not sing "start of something new" le
leo may sing with chean pin instead
but i how do i say... erm...
i wanna sing still
its just coz i really dun feel good singing with cp
somehow some reason la
the moment i sing, i feel sick la...
throat went cold immediately...
that was a bad try-out anyway

and next, i've created a new hotmail acc
so do add the other one too,
cleristo-kenjitsu@hotmail.com

oh and its 8 days and 48 min till my birthday
hahas... shall reupdate my wishlist
but then i would say
i'm a realistic person
dun really go for alot of things
ya, i dun even know how should i spend
the money i earn from the holidays
$70, how should i spend them
what should i buy with them for my own birthday
think i shall get a few friends to go and eat with me
on next friday
then saturday, the actual day is with family

k that's it i guess...
its yours truly blasting off!

feeling a little sick
guess i'm rather exhausted
gonna sleep maybe slightly early tonight
but will have to finish my math holi hwk
and whats more..to read up on bio, history etc..
so many things to read up on
thats what happens when you leave everything till last min
anw... angeline HENG was made Chair of 3e2
and K.C was made Vice-Chair of 3e2

oh and i see shauny online
and i'm reminded that i have to do my essay
the choir essay
and to try to liven up th choir blog
i have another skin request
sort of request la
will nid to do a blog skin for the class
or did i said that in my last post?
LOL anw... in short...
I GOTTA RUN!!

weee, finally get to have time to post
gotta do chinese lian4 bi3, math holi assignment
and blah, blah, blah~
k not really alot la...
should be able to finish up them in an hour or so
rather nth to post the past 4 days
so din post
so let me see,
another usual day in class
with the guys talking lottsa crap
hahas, history rocks
though i'll have to read up on the book later
maths was rather alrite
nth much of a prob
especially when you have Leo beside me
his brains rarely hang
but mine just do it sometimes

and looks like some one's in trouble
hopefully all will be fine soon
i know how it feels
you feel cheated and stuff
but life aint fair at times
but f**** definitely got something to do with it
it isnt the first time she appeared
in a situation like this

so far clara was nominated
as one of the three choices as chair in class
gonna save her
so that she can be choir's chair
coz i nid her to compete with me for that post
if not no fun, hahas
but things just aint looking good for her these days
things spring up here and there

gonna perform with maria and cheanpin
both duets btw.
singing "Way Back into Love" with Maria
and most likely "Start of Something New" with cheanpin
i'm not that a bad choice to duet with am i!!!
i seem like some alien to cheanpin
when she heard i'm singing duet with her
argh.. and to think i'm so supportive as a friend
and yet this things happen =.=
feel so cheated. lols. k a lil of exxageration la
but then really, dun make me feel alien plz!!!

k thats rather much
this post shall talk about i guess...
WEEE~~ off i go!

guess what, i'm still a gel!!
a gel that bonds ppl
anw, i found out a way to describe
unity in a class with hair, comb and gel

the hair of 3e2 is rather smooth and nice,
it has a good hair colour
maybe except for a few strands of white hair
it still nids a good comb
and the gel wont be needed much
after all, gel is to make it hold
a good comb would be all 3e2 needs
and taking out that few strands of white hair
if not taken care of well
could end up havin more white hair

k rather different way to start a post
after a camp
not gonna go into all the explainations of the camp
not so detailed at least...

loved the kayaking experience
though it was only 10min of the 2hour
as we had to carry the kayaks out of the site
all the way to the waters thats around 500m away

the camp was rather great in overall
but what a way to be introduced to the class
with hongzhang around talking crap
he's even crappy then me
that's for sure
i'm sure its not gonna be a smooth ride.
since i'm a gel
i shall take my leave till i'm needed again the next time
and try to lay low meanwhile
and hong zhang is recruiting ppl to join acyc
most probably anti-clarence y-smthing club
but i'm sure anti-hongzhang club would attract more people!

sadly there aint d.gray-man today
no school tml
so may allow me to post slightly more longer
and take my time to do so too

but truly on the whole
i'm rather able to tell
who are those enthu ones
and non-enthu ones
i hate handling non-enthu ppl
is diff to get them to be enthu
who are those i can get them to join me
and those i should try to stay away from
camps are to allow you to understand your classmates
and unlike some of the others
i was listening atentively to Raj (our class trainer)
when he was reflecting us one by one
among our grp, Random that is.
and as a whole too.

i sadly aint happy abt one
tiny little thing though
that is during the caterpilla race...
most of the girls actually gave up
as soon as one of them began to give up
even though the ending line is near
others followed and did the same thing,
they stood up and walk to the ending line
and not finish through
even though we might have lost
but i know that giving your best
is still utmost important
and finishing the race is a sign of not giving up
thats one thing the girls may have lacked off

i know what some girls may say
"its over already
why bother saying and nagging
your such an asshole"
but the fact lies in that only
by accepting constructive comments
one will learn and grow
i aint blaming your
coz your may have your reasons
that you couldnt show
but still do take note of this

during the camp
i brought up some points
and things that i learnt frm WC2 LC
like, never say "try"
coz by saying try..
you aint giving your very best
try is not the same as saying "giving your best"
or "do your very best"
its a different mind set
i guess thats the difference

in WC2 LC, we were all ppl
of leadership qualities
one way or another
be it a gel leader or comb leader
we were rather united becoz of that
but how ever in this camp
it consist also of others
thus it makes the difference

k rather much of a reflection post
on the whole camp
there is future in our class
to being great
but we just need a comb to take lead

there was funny moments through the camp
but shant go into them le
coz supposedly
those who come to see my blog
are from the school
and most should have gone to the camp
k blasting off!!

WOHOO!!
second post of the year, hahas!
gonna be gone for 3 days and 2 nights for camp
haha! i love camps!!
i just dun really see the reason why some ppl are rather
materialistic about camps
they dun like the idea of camps at all
they talk abt the environment
the low class food and stuffs
and jacelyn in response to my ideas
labelled me as a weirdo
i would say i'm a freak! hahas

its 2021hr now
still long till the camp
and i havent finish packing up
but the clothes are done packing
cp's not going for the camp
she missed both sec 2 camp and this
saded, she says she's sick
bleah, she miss out all the fun
its gonna be fun! im rather sure of it
with kayaking and rafting
sure cant wait to get to school
but i've gotta settle myself down
if not i wont be able to sleep tonight
and i'm sure that it would be even diff to sleep
on the first day of camp.

k guess i gotta blast off le! WEE~~