I CRIED!!

I'm suspecting eyes staring at the conspicuous word above. "Cried". I assure that you aren't seeing things nor is your computer faulty in anyway. My parents are fine too, thanks for the attention. I read I Believe You yesturday night. With thoughts that I wouldn't cry, since I had already read till that far before. I'm only 9 Chapters away the last time. But then, I couldn't hold my tears and sadness. Darn surprising. The story turn ended much in a twist and I liked the ending pretty much.

Having completed Breaking Dawn yesturday night too, I can't felt but compare the 2 endings. I still feel that Breaking Dawn's ending was just as abrupt to that of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Well, maybe not exactly so. At least we had a fair glance of Harry's future, his kids and such. Breaking Dawn's ending sort of had a catch in it still.

Anyway, I'm ready to lend anyone to read I Believe You. Well, if you ask nicely I would. It is really some thing worth reading if you are going to just judge by its story. Well, my thoughts belong to mine, I wouldn't be surprise if some one else have a different point from me.


I'm actually thinking of getting To Forget You. But then again, I'm not confirmed. The story seems nice but its just rather expensive for me now. Money-tight you see. Gotta see how things goes along the way I guess.

And I'll break off here..

Ja-na!~




Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell.




PS: This is the real version of the Bella's Lullaby. If you should find any other versions. THEY ARE FAKE!

Left home this afternoon to meet up with the sales representative of Low Kay Hwa's book. Finally made purchased of I Believe You. It was awfully unbearable to wait and meet up someone you don't know to make purchase of something you want rather badly. But well, glad its over. That reminded me of what I did a year ago. Helped Eddie sold his 2 tix with the help of Sharon. Then met up with people to exchange it. Still gives me the creeps.

The book is awfully thin too. Well, it is local work. Can't be as great to be compared side by side with Harry Potter saga, nor the Twilight saga.

But it's seriously quite a nice story. Local story in fact. Guess its much more close to the heart. I'm planning to read it after I have read Breaking Dawn. I haven't had much time to read that too. Been out the whole day rather much.

Had been to Blk 423 to play basketball with Jordan and "gang", then went on to his house to play World Tour. Was rather much addictive. Then after Jun Jia left, we also played NBA.

That pretty much sums up what I did today thus far.

Gonna have to leave now to game for the day.

Ja-na!~

Its rather a dead Tuesday for me. Been gaming the whole day. I'm having the whole laptop all to myself probably for 4 days. Including today of course. So I'll have till Friday. Which is really cool.
I can practically game all the day. OR I could also studying with music from the laptop. Which is what I actually tried to convince myself to do.

I seriously tried, and I guess I failed. Shall try again tomorrow. I actually have my Physics and Chemistry TYS right beside me. Hoping that I would touch them and do them tomorrow. In fact, best if I could complete them. Then I would move onto Humanities.

Leaving Math, Eng and Cheena. Cheen would be frustrating. Would need to get work down soon.

I actually haven't got the brightest idea to post about today. But I sort of found it.

Something most probably you people would have abandon the thought of.


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I just revisited a show of quite long ago. Dated back to if I'm not mistaken, since its first release, on the year 1997. One that shook the world with asstounding effects and plot. A classic, I would say. One that most probably made your parents and even yourselves teared.

"You jump, I jump."

Sounds familiar? Yeap, that's right that would be none other than the 1997 Titanic cast by Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet. I recalled watching it long ago. And I seriously mean long ago, to the extent of at least half a decade or more. Remembered watching it on TV when I was young. Very young. Could barely remember the plot. Watched it on the net once again, but sadly it was poor quality, and one of the parts was missing. Darn. So oh well, I skipped that part and moved on, roughly understanding it though at the last few scenes. But it had been rather cool.

While I was watching it, I also discovered something. I discovered that Jesse McCartney looked similar to Leonardo DiCaprio. As in seriously, they look very much alike.




See the similarity in them? I also got the next 2 books of the series of the vampire love story. The tale of Edward Cullen and Isabella (Bella) Swan. After Twilight I moved on to New Moon, which I'm almost done. More than half way finishing the book. I was surprise to see that it's no longer just vampires but something more. Werewolves. Sure was sudden and exciting. I would like to hear what Edward have to say about Bella and Jacob.

I had best be going. I stink, as in literally.

Ja-na!~

Had went down to play basketball with Daryl, Eddie and Shao Hao *New* yesterday. After playing, we once again started our little talk about random stuffs, and I had also used Daryl's phone to chat with his current "target". As in chat in place of Daryl', quite fun and funny. We went on to the finale, the time to be serenade. Which was fun too.

I remembered once again of Daryl's little romantic act for the girl he currently likes. Folding stars for her, for barely any significant occasion though. But it was cool, except that he couldn't fold at the beginning. We were folding 5, and he was only at 1. As the rest was terrible work, or rather stepping stones to folding better ones. But with determination, he still did it, on his own mind you. Fold and filled one bottle and gave it away after 3 nights of work.

Maybe I'll just do likewise in future. But I'm much better than him in such origami. I wouldn't need any extra people to help me fold any stars to be placed in that bottle. I'll most probably do it on my own and fill it all up in no time. But the problem I prompted Daryl was, "How would she know that this is a work of your own?" He had no answer to this and gave up. Coz' there were ready-made ones out there, seems of little significant to fold and the recipient doesn't know that is you who have fold it. That would made that act and gift seem rather meaningless.

I'm trying very hard to remember what I wanted to post last night, but my memory is getting on me.

But anyway, the plans for 6.1'05 Chalet is on the way. Going to start sending out the invitations soon. It's rather much unbelievable to see that P6 school mates still have that unity, isn't it? But that's why we are 6.1'05 of South View Primary. We are stronger and better than other classes, just alone in our level back then. As we were one! Wohoo!

Wonder how long this friendship among us would go. It would be awesome if every year till we had our individual families and we still get together. Well not forgeting my current class of 4e2'9. Hopefully that it would also go a long way.

Guess I'll leave off here.

Ja-na!~

Tiring day. Had went to school early in the morning. Left home at around 8.25am. Reach at around 9.05am. Darn early. Pestered Leo to come down to meet me early, to accompany me. But he was busy playing WoW. So I asked Clara to keep me company. She only arrived around 9.15am. Meanwhile, I was doing some leg exercise while reading Twilight. 2 healthy habits in one go. Not bad eh?

The trip was great, that I must comment. Though I wasn't exactly happy with one particular guy throughout the trip, it was still quite good. Seems like there are some people who shares the same sentimental as me. Oh crap him, why should I give a damn about him.

So of course, and excursion would have to come with pictures. But apparently, I'm having some difficulties putting them up. So oh well. I am rather interested in the copper basin thingy. Finally, the mystery unfolds, the theory behind that phenomenon. Darn interesting trip I must say.

So after the excursion, and meal, I went to Daryl's house once again. Eddie and Yan Hao soon join us at his house. Darn! I just remembered that Eddie lost one round of Poker, and bet that if he lose that round, he would walk naked from Daryl's house to my block! Darn! Though I also nearly lost "everything". But I won it back. Left my only bet, that was to shave bald. Can't imagine that. Shinier than Eddie's leg it would have to be. The bet would be temporary postponed. Coz' apparently, Daryl's says that you aren't allow to go bald in school. Yea, and anyway, that would also mean a chance to earn that bet back. I had also won Eddie's life, until I lost them bet. Held that bet for quite a few rounds. Darn fun it was to play Poker with the bets and stuffs. If not it would be all to plain and bland.

As it was raining, we only went down to play ball, after helping Daryl with his change of room, at around 6.30pm. Played till around 9 only did we stop. It is quite cool to as usual to be around with them. I also realised that this would be the 7th Year I knew Daryl and 6th Yea I knew Eddie. Amazing aint it? Such good relations even after we went to different Secondary Schools. Hopefully, that would last till we were all of old age. That would be darn cool. And our decendants would know each other since birth. Amazing, but sort of far-fetch though. Oh well.

So I guess, I should get going. Rather late already.

ja-na!~

And YES! I'm back in action after 4 days of my absence, away in M'sia infact. While I was there, I read Twilight. It had been great. My sister also read it. Infact twice. I can't wait to "grab" someone's New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Wondering who would be so nice to lend me. Hahas. Can't wait for it!





Tomorrow's gonna be a a tough day I believe. Everyday with LCL is tough.

I'm also going to University Cultural Centre Hall, NUS for the Nan Hua High School's Concert, Cultural Potpurri IX. Alone though. Lonely guy. But I believe it's gonna be worthwhile. Meanwhile I have quite alot to catch up with.

I'm also gonna make my purchase of I Believe You asap. Made up my mind, hopefully I can get the retailer online to make my order. So that I can start reading on it soon.
Can't believe I'm reading soo much lately. Yes, too me, this is alot more than I would ever expect myself to read. Shall get on with catching up on my other activities.

Ja-na!~

Meanwhile, enjoy the 2 videos I have below. Cheers!~


Musician - D.Gray-Man Soundtrack.



Melody - D.Gray-Man Soundtrack.

My blog has been down for 5 days. Havent got any much to post you see.
Had been running to Daryl's house from school the past few days. Doing almost nothing there. I guess just needed company.

Had went down to Jun Jia's place for a day of basketball. Played in the rain, and I'm feeling the effects of playing in the rain. The headaches are getting on me. I remembered what my mother used to say of getting soaked in the rain, and the soaking in the water. Well in fact, the skin is impenetrable, meaning nothing can pass through it. It's actually the effects of evaporation on my skin, that actually takes the heat away from me, that would make me fall sick. And not her old and non-scientific explanation for it.

Went down since around 11am, rushed down in fact. Played for quite awhile, before we went up to JJ's house. Then waited for Mr Jordan to arrived. He had the chinese excursion before that, and LCL near him. Couldn't answer of my calls I made in that morning. Played till around 15.50 did we felt the effects of the Hydrochloric acid that is begining to burn inside our stomach. I had sort of figured out why we, especially myself, don't feel the effects when I'm playing basketball or doing strenous activities.

I'm guessing the strenous activities such as sports, diverts the usual blood that goes about the stomach at the usual lunch times or dinner in some cases, to the needed parts of the body. Like when you run, you need alot of oxygen, so adding one to one, would get you that more blood would reach your legs. The increase in blood concentration at your stomach is sort of a stimuli to your stomach's secretion of the gastric juices. Thus justifies why I don't feel the Hydrochloric acid burning effects until I slow down after a game. What are your thoughts?

Had also bought the tickets from Felicia, to her school's Cultural Potpourri IX. As seen, its not the first. Like a bi-annual school event for the performing arts, that of a platform for them to perform all in one go. Unlike her school, BBSS does it with more freedom for the various performing arts groups. Only with the exception like in the case the Metamorphorsis.

Great news, I'm going alone, acting alone like that of Lord Voldermort in Harry Potter. One who prefers to act and move alone. Who fools his followers to believe that they are his friends, but merely pawns for his plans of terror.

I've also recieved Felicia's Twilight, where I'm currently on reading on. Quite an interesting book if you ask me. The plot keeps it going on. It's also unbelievable the change in me in the last few months of the year. An increase in interest of reading. And I'm still planning to buy I Believe You. Hopefully to get it settled asap after I return from my little trip to Malaysia, Johore tomorrow.

Forgot to mention that, I'm going over for 4 days, if I'm not mistaken. Would only return on Tuesday. And right after I return, I would have to get down to NUS to attend the concert. Much of a rush. Oh well, and not to mention the next day the class is going down to for the Chinese excursion. It's saddening to have to miss the class outing on Monday. Have to skipped that this time round. Maybe the next time round? Anyway, I should get going, I don't have alot of time.

Ja-na~!

I like to be in the rain. As they wouldn't notice me crying in the rain.

Ambigrams.

I got interested in Ambigrams all over again yesturday night. And went on search for Ambigrams over the net. With a much help from my resources, and a tiny speck of talent in art, I managed to drew, or rather lifted, the drawing of an Ambigram of my name onto paper. And after much practice, I got the hang of it. And began to explore Ambigrams with other words. Currently on hand, I'm trying to do it with my name, enlarged in size.

I still have not ask the retailer for To Forget You and I Believe You!! Darn, she aint online and I'm not sure if I should message her. Anyway, seems like the promotion is over. I'm hoping the price ain't big, so that I could still have them. Really hope to read them over the holidays. Now I'm all stuck with more troubles and more items on my Notes.

I just finished A.Math ISPL. That would be one down and 7 more to go. I'm half done with Chem or maybe it was a quater done. Anyway, then there is Maths to do.

I've not purchased the Chemistry TYS I need badly, nor have I gotten my Social Studies TB and WB. Ms Lau is so gonnna kill me tomorrow. Unless I can get it in my hands, during recess time. Just hoping the bookshop is still there, and the books are there. If not I wonder how I'm going to live through it. Luckily, I'm left with one last week of extra lessons! Finally, we have come to the final week of torturing, sleepy lessons.

Anyway, gotta blast!

ja-na~!

Didn't expect myself to be back posting. I'm currently reading To Forget You. Another great story (probably), by Low Kay Hwa. I've read I Believe You, which I am planning to purchase sooner or later. And I might just purchase that as well. Best if I could find some one to share the cost with. Anyone interested?

Well for insights, those who have not read either of the two books mentioned above could start by going to, www.GoodyBooks.com - Goody Books - Words That Speak, Stories That Touch. An indeed I Believe You had touched me in my previous attempt to read it, cried if you didn't know about it. Great plot and story.

And so, why am I here? Just to post about this? Not really. I'm gonna highlight some scenes or quotes that I came across in To Forget You.

The utmost pain in this world is not breaking up with you:
It is remembering the love that we once shared, yet there is no likelihood to revive this love once again.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

That day, when Mrs. Wong asked us what a fishball is made of, I gasped aloud, as I had just told you during recess time that you looked like a fishball. A few of my classmates raised their hands. You were one of them.

“Zhi Jie!”

I shivered, and felt my blood running throughout my whole body. I did not raise my hand!

“What’s the answer?”

I did not even know what lesson it was. I tried to make out an explanation: Was it made of fish, or was it made of soccer ball? I was supposed to give an answer, not two, and something triggered into my mind. I smiled and looked at your direction. You were staring at me, your hand still raised, still grabbing on to the opportunity to impress the class.

“Fishball is made of Fang Ling. Mrs. Wong, do you know who Fang Ling is?” I said. A few classmates laughed. Mrs. Wong lowered her eyes and twisted her head a little, an expression of confusion. “There.” I pointed at you. “That’s Fang Ling. Doesn’t she look like a fishball?”

Everyone laughed, and that was when I first saw you shedding tears. Do you know that as you cried, I was hoping so much to run to you and wipe off your tears, but I had no tissue paper so I just ignored you? And after that, I promised to myself that if you were to shed another drop of tear, I would wipe your tears off personally, whether or not I have a tissue paper with me.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

“Tan Zhi Jie! Where are you going?”

I turned and saw Miss. Teo at the threshold of the classroom. My legs froze. I was still three steps away from my table.

“Why are you always walking about?” She shouted. I turned to face her. You were staring at me with a smirk, like a look of victory.

“Fang Ling treated me to eat fishballs at her table.” I replied. “But I prefer to eat my own balls.” I then walked towards my table like nothing had happened. I did not understand then why Miss. Teo sent me to talk to Mrs. Raja, a school counsellor, after that.

Shall take my leave now.

Just before I go to sleep, I thought I should post first.

Lee Choon Lin has new orders, more work to do in the weekend. Gonna have to do work during the weekends on not wait till Sunday. Dealing with Lee Choon Lin is pressurizing, man.

Haven't done/saw/heard anything exceptionally interesting today. So its troubling me what to post. Well I've getting back on track with my 'path'. One would be able to see that from my Personal Message on MSN. Reading,

"I, the best evidence of my existence on Earth." - Clarence Liu

"Like a blind man seeking light, in the midst of darkness." - Clarence Liu

The second quote would be pretty much difficult to uncover its true meaning. Those are quotes I had to dig up and squeeze all of my brain juices last night to think through of it, with hidden meanings in them. Well it ain't far from a well-analyzed guess anyone can give. It's practically the opposite of what OTHERS of IT do. Well, again, that brings up even more variables.

Well, I guess its the end..

Ja-na!~

Crazy day. Have just completed my research part on Fibonacci for the Add Maths project. Waiting for Kel Lee to accept my file.

Gonna talk about something of more mature content. Don't run off and calling your mummy saying, "Mummy! Clarence is a porn freak! He's posting nude photos of girls and porn videos."
No, what I meant by mature content is more of relation with the society today.

I was on the bus yesturday, sitting comfortably in my seat until something disgusting caught my eye. An elderly uncle came onboard, stench rush up my nose and in an instant I found its source, the uncle's pants. He had wet his pants. Gosh! Does he not have any children to look after him?! What has the society today became. If his children had been more cautious to not let his father run around with his illness, such a scene would not have appeared before my eyes. Rudy hell.

Have this children no sense of shame?! To let their sicked father run around unattended. It's totally outrageous if you ask me. Its totally crazy how the world today has become. The lack of care for the elderly to this extent, was something I had never expected to see.

I'm seriously wondering if higher education caused the parents to lose their moral values as a son/daughter. I certainly felt sad for that uncle. Lucky had he been not aware of that, but if he was aware of it, it must have been shameful for him.

He got up the bus and found a seat. His stench rushing up my nose soon smoothen. Behind me, the primary school boy had a huge reaction by this stench that he shouted, "Fuck!" He pinched his nose in an instant. I thought that was overly-done too. Had the uncle understood what he had said, I'm sure he would be furious. The uncle had no choice, he didn't choose to wet his pants, he is sick. Certainly not to be blamed.

Back in school, many people are falling ill. Kel Lee is not feeling exactly right these days, KC is on MC, Fiona vomited and turn pale this morning. Certainly the weather must be causing this. The drastic changes in weather these days are making people fall sick. But then again for Fiona, she looks like she haven't been sleeping for days. Her panda's eyes are huge. Had you seen that, you would have agreed with me.

Shall end of here, my stomach's grumbling.

Ja-na!~

What a day, what a day, what a day.
Mapling, mapling, mapling.

Tough luck, Lee Choon Lin is determined to kill us. Squeezing every tiny bit of us to get the results she wants. Had a lesson of crap from her. She never fails to make me lose interest in the subject, everytime I see her. The work load is just gonna pile the way I see it. She spent at least 20min talking of her hatred for Singaporeans. Tough luck, then shoo you freaking Malaysian. Should have notice that she ain't local. Just my guess that she used to live across the Causeway. Reasonable guess seeing that Mrs Goh would say that they are 'good friends'. Mrs Goh herself is Malaysian, makes sense that her 'friend', Lee Choon Lin, would also be Malaysian.

She was ranting on this particular student in our school, a Sec 3 Higher Chinese Student in particular. She was saying how the mother of that student tried to argue her way out to make him/her stay in HCL Class. LCL, made her point that it is true that the way the mother of the student was tactless in her rebutt. Makes no sense that any English teacher would be allowed to make any student drop English. Its compulsary to take English. By the way, that mother is a English teacher of some school.

However I still disagree some what on her view on students taking CLB. I'm rather much on the verge of breaking myself down to CLB. Tough luck once again to be in her class.

I was chatting with Jacelyn after school on the way home. Apparently she takes the same bus route as me. We mentioned of her being close to getting into my class as she was top 80 in the level last year. Except for the fact that she couldn't do well enough in Math last year to get in. If she had been in my class, she would also have to suffer with LCL. That's enough to convince her that her misfortune had some good coming out of it.

Please tell me I sound right. I'm struggling to sound cheem, but as far as anyone would know, it would only meant Greek and lottsa of nonsensical crap.

Had some rest at home after school before I went out to Daryl's house again. Was doing the damn Chinese Essay at his place, while he kept on disturbing me to tell him my story. Took much effort to get rid of him who is right on my tail.

Hmm.. running low on energy and a new day tomorrow of more work.

Ja-na~!

PEEK-A-BOO!

NEW SINGLE!
David Cook - Light On

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

(Chorus)
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

[Chorus]

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

[Chorus]

Hope you liked it, cause I do.