its a tiring day...
although i may have time to come online all this while
but din have the time to post
very tired and i have a freaking ulcer
on the underside of my tongue
its freaking pain can!!!
after this i have a concert to watch
NTU Choir Concert
going with some of the guys and also some of the girls
i nearly forgot abt william, man
have to call him up to tell him
about the meeting time and place...

then tml...
i'll have to wake up extremely early
so that i can reach sch by 6.30
as we are going......
KUKUP!!
most of us from the class is going
so it'll be something like a class outing sort of thing
hongzhang was like regretting it
and says he wanna go now
but sadly its just too late...
k think i'll stop here
coz i'm really to tired le
maybe will get some sleep soon...
before i meet shaun and the rest..

weee what a day... tiring one infact
went up onto the, what-do-you-call-that-stand,
with syu and did the rather lame act
to advertise on the English Words Fest...
luckily all turned out fine
and need not redo as ms kavitha threatens
they say i could be barely heard
but ms kavitha blames it on the mic
but i believe it was cause my voice closed up
cause too scared and not warmed-up...

k i still have some things to settle
which i suddenly remembered of...
gotta blast!!!

just had a look at maria's blog
its really great to be flying overseas
like europe and crossing borders of the continent on train
what a wonderful thing
i'll love to be able to travel to europe in the future
but well, its not quite possible

and whats more it is true
that one would miss home
after flying so many countries away from home
but its good to check out so many things
that one might not get to experience
in his or her lifetime....


was so tempted to play dota
that i played it the whole aftnoon just now
and sadly coz of my sister
i cant carry on with it
and no matter how much i would wanna start on my homework
i just get tired of doing it
just by looking at it...
well, shall wake up earlier tomorrow to do them up
so that i'll be free to play in the afternoon....

nearly lost my post contents due to some human error
luckily blogger saves drafts every now and then....
still havent had time to read "Making Time".
hahas... too bad, to busy enjoying life in weekends
and being tortured on weekdays...

what a day i must say
went to Hai Sing Catholic School
for the,
"Launch of Junior REACH Ambassadors Programme
cum Student Forum"
where Dr Vivian Balakrishnan was the G.O.H
and the Chairman of REACH Dr Amy Khor

well there were many schools there,
15 out of all the schools in singapore
our school was one of the lucky ones
to be involved in the first round of the programme
Ruth, Jia Zhe, Zhi Ting, Yi Ren and this girl,
whom i'm said to say i can't remember her name,
are the representative as our school's JRA.
I was one of the shortlisted 8 before it came to this 5
but sadly werent shortlisted to join them
skipping the introduction
i shall go into what happen just now...

first of all, the speakers were good
i had my deep impression of the girl called Melissa Yeo if not wrong
from some JC, who is a JRA too
who was on stage to share her thoughs on being a JRA.
she really spoke very well and communicated very well
with actions and was pretty friendly from her speech

then next came the main item
where we had the Student Forum.
this is a chance to ask questions regarding Singapore
and foward this questions to the Minister himself
where he'll answer to it
the Minister kept saying that it important to be frank
be frank of what you wanna say
and he'll be frank to you too
only 1 out of around 6 of those who came foward to ask questions
was from the Student Participant
and i totally regret not taking the initiative to ask the question i wanna ask
i really regret...
Zhi Ting did us proud by walking up to ask a very good question
regarding those of the unstable income
the question was really well asked and the Minister also felt so.

oh ya, this was the news of the day i suppose
Its that, the Minister is actually once a student of Mrs Kee
we were all like shocked can
and the Minister was telling us,
"If you ask Mrs Kee, she'd tell you that i aint a model student..."
we laughed at the remarked
well, is true the fact that people change in time
"a student who 'tops' last in the cohort
could just be standing on stage pretending to be Minister..."
as quoted by the Minister.

it was really a great experience for me...


you know what?
you're the the one with the attitude problem.
hear that loud and clear~!
and i shant even bother to try enlightening you of your mistakes...

i must say, its been ages since i last post
havent got the time and energy to post till now
went to visit my uncle's hse for chinese new year on sunday
and after that went to my father's employer's house
where he's imployer invited people from the company over
for chinese new year celebration
had lottsa fun i guess
there's an pool table there too
and we played blackjack too
so you can said i truly had alot of fun
but after that as i suppose i was over exhausted from
i fell sick later that day
which is monday
having headaches and break into cold sweat
and was feverish too

then that afternoon right after i reach home
i went to sleep till dinner
still feeling sick...
my mother than brought me down to see the
chinese physician...
that chinese physician was!! nvm...
shant anger myself s i'm still sick...
then this morning went to see the doctors at the polyclinic
right early in the morning too
left home at around 8am just to see the doc
hopefully i would be able to go back to school,
for my CT right after that
and i made it, though a little late
the doctor was also freaking $#@^%&*@!!!
i guess he thinks i'm just trying to pon school
that led to his attitude
all thanks to those black sheeps who does so

my mother came along as i went to school
and we left the school right after the 2 test was over
the test hmm, i say i dun expect very good results
the fact that i nearly forgot some facts
think that would lead me to my downfall
and all thanks to the fact i'm feeling sick
not just sick but serious headache and dizzyspells
i was like struggling to memories the "zao ju"
from the "ci yu shou ce" last night
as my headaches burns
then at the polyclinic
i countinued to read it too
and luckily it was better
and it done me good to
3 out of 5 of the "zao ju"
i had already memories
so not much of a problem
and the other 2 aint that difficult
i expected harder words
but in the end it didn't came true...
anyway, about chem and physics
i dun pin alot of hope to do well...
k guess thats all...

haiz... mdm way is getting on me
is like she has some grudge on me la
i open my eyes wide during lessons
and take down notes when necessary
just that maybe i few times i take down the answers
when she's talking
yet she says i'm arrogant

what the heck is her problem
i've just forgotten about it
and thus would ask such a stupid question
and yet for that she call that arrogance
not listening to her
i REALLY hate it when people say i'm arrogant
i maybe telling off people
or command/instructing people at times
but i do all these to share what i have
not at any point for fame or what shit

why cant they understand me
and instead they think they understand me
my foot do they understand me
thats why i hated it when kt said i'm arrogant
i'm FREAKING irritated when someone
says that i'm arrogant
these people thinks that they really understands me
but in fact they are only increasing
the distance between us by doing so
coz they'll never understand me by doing such

anyway, nearly made to do some lame creed
during choir
coz i got caught turning my head
when its becoz ms yee turned
thats why i turn
it was the center-parting creed
lol right...
i'm rather much disppointed in shi hao
for not coming... he has totally no respect for us
if necessary maybe i would go to the extend to finding it out
i feel that just asking him to go join the junior choir aint enough
and this applies to ezra too
he had better change for the better

benjamin cant come this days
due to his CA's
HIHS earlier CA i guess
cant wait for ben to come back
so far we are cleaning up the songs
and going into the nina bobok...
so far so good for the rest of the songs
nina bobok seems to be quite a nice song
if its sung combine

hmmm next,
i learn thru my exp
that one plays many roles in ones life
be it a fool, a perfomer, a musician, a student,
a son/daughter, a tutor, a friend, etc
one wears many mask at different times
i some how feel that
i've been trying my utmost best
to motivate others
and yet i'm rarely one who is motivated
that is to say,
people rarely come to motivate me
as most people would believe that i'm fine enough
but i do need motivations at times too
*hint, hint*

my sister also once asked,
"why do you wanna label yourself when you are who you are?"
i couldnt gave her an answer back then,
but now i have....
that is that one plays many roles in his/her life
labelling oneself is, to me, naming the character i play as...

k i shall continue another time
father nagging le...

yawns
i'm back from lunch
came back from msia ytd night
dun really feel like posting about the trip
coz nth much i suppose
was enjoying the days with my cousins
and also getting red-packets
ya, sort of things like that

hmmm let me see what else...
ya i've got things to do
like my maths
i freaking headache with maths nowadays
ever since i lost my math tb
everything is in a mess
on the border line to ask jordan
to pay part of the cost for me to buy another one
so that everything would be easier for me
but otherwise
it would mean that i'll have to stay back to do math with leo
before leaving for home everyday

k i've gotta run le
there's work to be done...

what a day...
3 test in a day
what the crap la...
feel like i'm lacking of some one to talk to
or have i never found one?
k maybe i do have some who i can talk to
truely but only selective information
and they arent around...
there was freaking math
which could bold ill for me once again
chinese where many did not do the last question
coz they didn't not turn to see the last question

English compre test
rather much nothing
at least i dun feel anything la
coz i wont know if i'm correct
coz english has barely anything to cfm with

ya and great
i'm having the correction math test tml
hopefully i can mantain what i remember till tml
my math results are dropping
and darn, even physics
its kinda of a wake up call once again
but need not have to ring so many times right??!!
that was lame
anw...i'm on the verge of forcing RO to start
but no time leh...
must start by staying by myself first
then slowly can convince others to join me...
leo himself also agreed on RO
and hopes that it would start soon

maybe i should get it ready soon
and also to prepare the RO session structure...
and to release the URL of RO too
hahas...
its blank though
but shall start posting things i guess
the moment i'm free to start it and stuffs la...
RO blog would be much filled with keywords of chapters
and possible maybe i can get mind maps and stuffs
mainly RO would be for Sciences XD
but should be able to find something on math to be up on the blog

oh and as usual, Leo is Head of Math
and I shall be Head of RO
waiting for Head of Science
coz i dun think i'm fit to be
not in the state I'm now...
then subsequently
there would be
Head of Biology
Head of Physics
Head of Chemistry
volunteer yourselves guys...
then i'd be able to start RO sessions smoothly
and also right away
with all the preparations done
erm...
currently like what i do last year
the RO sessions are only for my class
then following
includes those from 2e5
then it shall be open to anyone interested
as long you fill in the 'application form' la
and that after submitting i'll contact you again if you pass
k gotta run le~!

k second post of the day
totally forgot to post about ytd
when everyone in the class
was busying cleaning up the class
i step out of class
and was rushing off to ICA
coz its closes at 4pm
and i'm going back home to change
and eat lunch before i go
it would take me time
so in the end i reach there at around 3pm
here's comes the main topic of this post,

i was seating there with much enthusiasm
and suddenly the lady gave me shock
(dun think dirty boys -.-)
she asked, "Whats your religion?"
and i answered with rather much difficulty
coz i had doubts
i had to decide it right away
i said, "no religion."
"so its free-thinker right?"she questioned.
"ya," i replied.
phew... hahas so i'm officially FREE-THINKER
but to be specified i'm Y-K-W...
k thats all
if anyone expected anything more
i'm sorry to disppoint you
hahas!!
gotta rush to watch my anime episodes!!!

ya guess my blog's boring
coz i dun have any thing interesting to share
unless you wanna hear my thoughts as an A******
or as a physicist in the making
so yup its rather much boring as a teen for me
i dun jump into rivers for no reason and stuffs
if anyone's wondering why i'm talking abt this
its miss tcp again...
yup thats her the very much emo kid
and the one who yacks alot
and also the one who got so fed up and removed her tagboard
coz no ones tagging
and cp, if your looking, i have tags =p


and the class blog's out
though i meant to have created it
but it doesnt matter who did it
and i dun mind not being author or admin to the blog
coz i have blogs to attend to..
and there i have dream-decoder blog dead
a failed blog...

rather much boring day
been studying much in the afternoon
finished chinese homework
and luckily i done my bio long ago le
just left a few questions nvm...
erm let me think if i have anything interesting to post...


k requested for SKETCH PAD from sharon
in return for her handphone casing
any STEPHEN HAWKING astro physics related books from Cheeryl
and a LAPTOP MOUSE from Lee Jin SHUI
they are some people who owe me presents
oh ya there's roy and especially LEO!!!
both still owe me presents...
hahas...
they double next year you know.. Xp


k let me go get my cable
shall post some photos... XD


back!!

k this connection is too laggy
shall do that later when i can use the main connection
so i guess its tata till later! Ja ne!