STREEESSSS!!

I've never felt this stress before. Not even when we had the SYF Central Judging. Not to mention, for all I know, the moon just turned blue for I am actually feeling stress and a billion years have just passed caused I'm actually stressed about my studies for the very first time.

I had never felt the need to worry or feel any stress thus far. Not even 4 years ago when I was taking PSLE. Some how it just feels much more important for me to do well in the 'big Os' (as Sharon puts it) this time. It's like there are so many things that are gonna be affected by my results this time round. My dream, my future, my school, my friends and just maybe, my futuristic girlfriend. K, that's was just my lame attempt to lighten up things here. There are just so many complications now I guess, that makes this exam much much more important than PSLE could ever possibly had been for me.

Stress works pretty efficiently on me though, I think. I'm working harder now. That is in comparison to how I was like a year and maybe a few months ago too. Sort of contradictory here though isn't it? Since I'm like slacking and posting here when I should be starting on my revision on Chemistry for the day since I laid out all my books and files/notes on the table right behind me. That was indeed my original plan, until I discovered I have not watch a few episodes of Naruto Shippudden.

To compensate for that, I'm gonna study longer and more indept tomorrow. However, I'm still gonna make full use of the time that I have while I'm still awake right now since I had a nice nap before dinner already, it's gonna take some workout before I can get back to sleep, I'm gonna read up on my text so that tomorrow's revision can be more efficient and I can also do more on Biology tomorrow.

The cause of my worries most probably arise from my problems with Biology. I just seem to suck at it I guess. Just take yesterday's SPA for example. I am most certain that I'm not gonna do well for my Bio SPA. I can see that my 20% of Bio just went down the drain already. Sighs. Just have to work harder on my theory paper to come I guess. However, for some one who practically slacked through Bio in the past whole year, that is quite alot to ask from me. I totally realised how bad I am when I was attempting to do last year's Mid Year Paper that Ms Dianah supposedly wanted to go through in class. I soo regret not listenning and study well last year. Whole year of bio lessons seems to have went down the drain too.

Hopefully it just ain't late to buck up now. Now that I have realised my weak topics and areas in all three Sciences, it should be easier to pick them up by prelims. However, I'm most probably not gonna do spectacular for SA1. Still, I'm gonna do what ever I can before SA1 comes, which is like 3 days from now only. I'm gonna make full use of tomorrow's Labour Day holiday and the weekend to brush up on as many subjects I can, hopefully I would be more prepared than I am right now.

The only good news is that SPA is finally over. Physics SPA was exceptionally easy as we have gone through them in class repeatedly. However, I conked out on some facts again. I just can't verbally express how should I draw the graph. It is supposedly y against x, but I wrote it as x against y. Gosh, I'm in for a tough ride I bet. Sighs. What's done is done, and it's all over now. What's left, is to work hard enough for the theory papers, hopefully, to compensate for my stupidity shown during SPAs.

Enough of the big talk and it's time to get started on my work.

Ja-na!



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