SCIENCE4FREAKS™. (Preteritus)

Saturday, April 11, 2009, 10:15 pm

DISASTROUS!

There can only be one word to discribe today's practice, DISASTROUS.

Disastrous/adjective

1.	causing great distress or injury; ruinous; very unfortunate; calamitous: The rain and cold proved disastrous to his health.

2.	Archaic. foreboding disaster.

It fits like a T here now.

What the heck is wrong with these people. I seriously doubt blaming is gonna help but shouldn't we like question ourselves first? Not saying that it was totally wrong but you sort of went overboard by blaming others before yourself.

Okay, that still sounded bad, never mind me.

I'm not gonna start criticizing anyone before I blame myself. So I'm gonna blame myself, yea.

I made a foolish, very foolish to the gazillion, mistake. I allowed myself to lost focus when the final session was just only gonna last like 15 minutes. I totally conked out because of the freaking heat, cooped up in the freaking room.

Despite looking intensively at Ms Yee, I was still one of those who were looking yet not thinking. I really really have no idea what to do with myself. I'm like remembering a few points to take note, yet forgetting the rest and that's not all. What ever I forgot while singing, all went astronomical.

I confess that I didn't follow Ms Yee. MAJOR MISTAKE.
I confess I didn't think when I was singing. MAJOR, MAJOR MISTAKE.
I confess I totally conked out and was rushing like a freaking Japan's famous Bullet Train, as if I was rushing to the Gates of Hell. MAJOR, MAJOR, MAJOR MISTAKE.
I confess I conked out and came in at the wrong time. MAJOR, MAJOR, MAJOR, MAJOR MISTAKE.

I really am trying VERY VERY HARD to apply everything I learnt and heard, but it just didn't work out for me!!

I'm

REALLY,

REALLY

VERY SORRY!.

Thinking ahead, I really don't have any much rights to blame anyone else now, looking at my PUNISHABLE CRIME. I have made my point, and commented on the videos on YouTube. I'm gonna give in 40% more effort from my 150%.

I admit I might seem to be always joking, but I know my boundaries and knows went to be serious, I would never joke before a full song rehearsal/practice! I would never joke unless the room really looks that gloomy! I would never never joke unless I see Ms Yee trying to joke too!

All I really want for Choir is that everyone would enjoy a place in Choir, and everyone would truly work for the one goal we desire the most now. I know some of us thinks that this is the period of time that we shouldn't even joke at the slightest moments, but that would have defeated the purpose of being together. It wouldn't help getting everyone to sing better. It wouldn't get everyone to be energised. NO, it wouldn't. Looking gloomy won't never never help the situation.

Double standards wouldn't help either, not speaking up wouldn't help even the least too.

Let's just move on and learn the lesson, and truly be apologetic for what had happened just now. Thinking on the positive end, we won't fall flat after this anymore, right. Now that we learnt our places, we wouldn't be more careful and aware right. Pick up from where we fall, that beats anything else wouldn't it.

THE JOURNEY, MUST GO ON...
though the damage is done.

Bio of the Cleristo

The one who shall be made as a fellow, Cleristo, was named as Clarence Liu. He comes to being on 19th January 1993 at 1134. Studied at South View Primary and spent 6 years there. After which he moves on to Bukit Batok Secondary, where he is now currently in..
He is a self-reliant person who lives a life without spiritual suppport. He hates people who are evil, though he believes that everyone is born equally good hearted. He treats everyone before him of equal status.
He is also a person of high compassion and cares for all around him.

Favourite quote of Shakespeare would be: "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in the stars, but in us for we are underlings."

Quotes:
"Thou shall not live, shall no live."
"Stream down that river, for new wonders beyond those waters."
"With this clap, the world shall witness the beauty and wonders. With a snap, it shall change. With that many, it has already begun so."
"Ignorance is bliss, for ignorance is not to be blamed for the wretched ones actions."
"Stop hiding, start searching."
"What is Love to cause such misery to those who fail to achieve it. Love."

HISTORY.