Suddenly i just thought my school was kinda boring. Or maybe just my class? Daryl and Eddie's class was pretty much in to celebrating Valentine's Day. With all the distribution of sweet to friends in their class. All we had was a lollipop with ulterior motive rather than for the festive effect that Valentine's Day is just tomorrow.

Don't really understand otherwise either. Just felt kinda low suddenly. Then again, there was a sigh of relieve over it. Mixed emotions I guess. Not to mention Guilt over not studying today.

I am having some problems balancing on to ends, hesitation and mixed feelings makes things worst. I have not the slightest idea if I am on the right track these days. Be it terms of relationships with friends or my own studies. Everything seems to be pulling me by my ends. It is hard to not realise that 16 years have passed thus far.

Rings. Still pondering over whether I should purchase them. The saving up on cash have been rather successful thus far. I am much more discipline these days too. Now and then when I am slightly going off track, I would hear a voice to remind me that I have to be a good boy, I need to study. Which have been pretty effective. I managed to finish much of my homework this morning, leaving only revision. Doubt I would be able to do anything else tonight, having on a anime-marathon.

I have been sprinting through Hitman Reborn! today. Rather fruitful one too. I suppose I shall be able to wake up early tomorrow to study. I couldn't this morning most probably because of the extra exhaustion from playing basketball yesterday. But with sufficient rest, I should be able to get up on time to study. Gambate ne!

Ja-na!~


relief feel upon upon sight, following which with mixed feelings...

the journey goes on...