okay, allow me to recount from the back.
rather than the start, well they are still fresh in the mind.

was on the bus home as usual
but something different this time.
i know i usually sleep on the bus
and at times i might get the sit far from the window.
i might be like having my head
uncontrollably tilted to my right or left where
the other party would sit.
but luckily i don't rest my head on their shoulders.
however this time round it was the other way round.
and an opposite gender.
A girl from, if i'm not mistaken, Hillgrove.

i was sleeping by the window,
as in my head was resting on the window,
and was sleeping rather soundly
until i felt something over my shoulders.
only to find a girl who sat beside me
sleeping rather soundly
although her head was going up and down if you know what i mean.
trying to balance her head not to fall on others shoulders.
but it was futile most probably due to the force of attraction.
as in seriously, force of attraction between two bodies.

anyway, she ain't no babe nor chio bu.
it wouldn't be too rude to wake her up and ask her not to lean over
but luckily, she didn't stay for long at that position.
balancing her head as straight as possible.
and lucky it was near my stop, so it didn't last very long.
and i quickly got off the bus.
then i thought to myself, i have to save my shoulders for the girl i like
(note: as in future girlfriends or wife. don't laugh at it! =.=)
not for some stranger whom i do not know nor is a babe or chio bu.
that's a total waste of my broad comfortable shoulders i thought.
LOLs, whether you agree OR not.
it doesn't matter.

so then, my memories brings me back to chemistry lesson.
i got labeled by Mdm Yaw as over confident once again.
just cause i can't think of anything for 1 (as 3.2.1 exercise)
doesn't mean im over confident or thinks that everything is beneath me.
at the most they are just at the palms of my hand of course.
but not now, not where i stand today.
its just so happens that i can't never find thinks i don't know,
just by purely recollecting.
i have to get people to ask me, to be able to know
what i'm lacking of.
i thought to myself, at least i'm better than those who crap over that
exercise with details that can be found in the notes
or in the lessons.
and talk about signs of a listener,
one who leans forward and always eyes wide open
(although my eyes aren't big, they are wide open as far as i'm concerned).
however may i posses this as a listener,
she takes me as over confident.

haiz, when can't i ever rid of all these.
and further more to make me fed up today
was the attitude i can barely stand from the class.
i know i made stupid statements thus far,
but it doesn't give you the excuse to insult me.
it just happens that i missed out certain details,
and may have asked some stupid questions.
it may sound stupid to you and no reason
that i should ask my questions in class and take up the lesson time,
but it doesn't allow you to take away my rights and pride.
and i don't see any reason why i can't open up myself
and express my feelings as they come,
and for Mr Ong Hong Zhang to say that i'm noisy,
its as known to be a kettle calling the pan black.
or what ever that quote goes.
likewise for anyone who choses to be unfriendly
i do not have any reason to take any shit out of your mouth
further more, i NEVER give in to threats.
that line was aptly for one damn bastard whom
i ticked off for cutting queue and gave him a lesson,
whom can't stand the sight of me due to that.
what a loser who can't even see his own faults
for the simplest values of courtesy.
He is so not setting a good example for his position in class.

and i've gotta get a new SS workbook at the very least.
text can wait i suppose, can be shared.
but not the workbook.
have to get it done soon, but i'm money tight
and doesn't want to get my parents to pay for it,
even though i may have $20 left from my last one-day job,
but that's for emergencies.
and looking that if i was to go for the concert held by RI
i would need $15. However i may not attend that,
as i would be going for some chinese male choralist perfomance
in late August.

speaking of August would lead to the NDP practice for Choir
i just had.
learnt the 2 new songs for National Day this year.
not bad. 晴空万里 - 蔡淳佳 and Shine for Singapore - Hady Mirza.
you may enjoy the videos, right here on Science4freaks.
enjoy, and good day.

晴空万里 - 蔡淳佳


Shine for Singapore - Hady Mirza


a video which i found rather interesting:
The Wale - Japanese Ad Council