yawns..
looks like its 4 days since i last post
havent had the time to post
with the fact that my father took away the cable
made it even diff to come online
got back the report slip
what should i say
i dunno... maybe its not that bad
but some how deep inside me
i just feel that is just terrible
whats more, i fail 2 subjects
and 1 of them is one i really regret failling

i dunno sia
i wanna study, but still wanna dota leh...
i'll just maybe study tml
enjoy today?
what ever the case is i really kinda regret for my results
truly to me sucks..

then let me see,
friday was x-country
din get any position this year
which is rather sad for me
but it was rather fun
had nose block that morning
i'm sure if my nose aint blocked up
it would have been better
anw, i least expect to see daniel over me
and he did, running pass me
and got the last slot

here comes the funny part,
as i was FINALLY reaching the finishing line
i mustered enough energy
and sprinted pass bin xi
who was infront of me
i'm sure he is really sad about it
haha.. to think that he could have won over me
and get 1 position higher
but i over took him
and got it...

hmm...
then there was choir practice today
well, sadly many did not come
and jerome and ezra din appear too
zy was sick, jordon ncc camp
shi hao MIA left jermyn
i really wonder
how on earth am i and roy gonna pass the batton to
after we are gone
the fact is that, we cant expect alot of jermyn
coz he is also in ncc
and shi hao
who is the only one who has choir as the sole cca
is currently freaking MIA and i aint at all happy
with his current performance
i and roy thought that,
what he was lacking was merely just confidence
but now we know...
he is also one who pons his sole CCA
who on earth, roy and i should pass on to?!?!

i aint pinning hopes that jermyn would
choose choir instead of ncc
but there are also things that roy and i
would have to consider

having lost jerome
has a great impact on the boys
and we arent expecting ezra to return
and it all ends to say we are left with 8 sec 2 to 4 boys
and we only have 3 sec 1 boys
we only have 8 of us to sing "You Raise Me Up"

looking foward,
there would most probably only 9 of us left
after shaun and zy leave us later this year
and this would be strenght of boys
we would have, for me and the rest
to bring to next year's SYF
i'm real worried about it
whats more, ms yee hopes that we could
go on SYF next year as SATB
but with the current strenght of boys..
i believe we can only do SSAB

i'm really worried about choir's future
in the years to come,
will choir end up with no boys?? sigh~