haiz... mdm way is getting on me
is like she has some grudge on me la
i open my eyes wide during lessons
and take down notes when necessary
just that maybe i few times i take down the answers
when she's talking
yet she says i'm arrogant

what the heck is her problem
i've just forgotten about it
and thus would ask such a stupid question
and yet for that she call that arrogance
not listening to her
i REALLY hate it when people say i'm arrogant
i maybe telling off people
or command/instructing people at times
but i do all these to share what i have
not at any point for fame or what shit

why cant they understand me
and instead they think they understand me
my foot do they understand me
thats why i hated it when kt said i'm arrogant
i'm FREAKING irritated when someone
says that i'm arrogant
these people thinks that they really understands me
but in fact they are only increasing
the distance between us by doing so
coz they'll never understand me by doing such

anyway, nearly made to do some lame creed
during choir
coz i got caught turning my head
when its becoz ms yee turned
thats why i turn
it was the center-parting creed
lol right...
i'm rather much disppointed in shi hao
for not coming... he has totally no respect for us
if necessary maybe i would go to the extend to finding it out
i feel that just asking him to go join the junior choir aint enough
and this applies to ezra too
he had better change for the better

benjamin cant come this days
due to his CA's
HIHS earlier CA i guess
cant wait for ben to come back
so far we are cleaning up the songs
and going into the nina bobok...
so far so good for the rest of the songs
nina bobok seems to be quite a nice song
if its sung combine

hmmm next,
i learn thru my exp
that one plays many roles in ones life
be it a fool, a perfomer, a musician, a student,
a son/daughter, a tutor, a friend, etc
one wears many mask at different times
i some how feel that
i've been trying my utmost best
to motivate others
and yet i'm rarely one who is motivated
that is to say,
people rarely come to motivate me
as most people would believe that i'm fine enough
but i do need motivations at times too
*hint, hint*

my sister also once asked,
"why do you wanna label yourself when you are who you are?"
i couldnt gave her an answer back then,
but now i have....
that is that one plays many roles in his/her life
labelling oneself is, to me, naming the character i play as...

k i shall continue another time
father nagging le...