im cooling down myself before i go bonkers again
so meanwhile
may all of your just shut up unless you've got anything to share
i know i maybe asking for to much
and that it may seem arrogant this way
but i would be grateful if your could just stop it
what ever your have done in this past
i can choose to ignore and forget
and hope all of your would do the same
thanks in advance

as for the zi oon and gang
i dun give a damn about what you like to say
just give up trying to make me take action
if not suffer...

i know i have been quite "arrogant" in the past
why do i use " ",
coz i always know that to tell the truth
and people may be thinking
if so, why havent i changed
i do not have to change
coz the problem is
im not arrogant or proud...
i may seem to carry a tone of proud and arrogance
but im friendly
i carry the tone usual as trash talk
people who truly understand me would be able to tell that...

this however helped me to differentiate btw types of friends,
true, best, good and even possible enemies...
my brothers,(Dick, Eddie, Si Hao, Wei Meng)
should understand much about me by now
it would be diff to pour open everything and understand me
like a book...
and that im used to doing such things
so now that your know...
maybe your could give in abit?
hahs maybe a little too much to ask again after all those things i said

by giving in abit,
its does makes things easier doesnt it?
im sure your give into your best mates all the time
so why not spare me that little bit of care and understanding?

i'll be more than grateful...