haiz... feelings fills my world once again
such familiar emotions...
10.05 its nearing...
oh well its 1 yr anniversary since my worst mistake
feeling all emotional and weak again...
hoping that it will all end soon

tomorrow having lit
din touch a single page of lit at all
totally forgot about CC
but oh well at most i read thru it tomorrow lor
poetry shouldn't be much of a problem thou
then after that having SG
gonna do science
maybe until 12pm?

i just hate feeling guilty
whole day study for 2hrs nia -.-
most of the time resting then just now went out for dinner
so hardly anything left
thnak goodness DA/SG is working fine
wondering will i be able to carry it to Sec3
maybe still can have the present grp
+ nxt yr future hopeful ones
its sadening that it did not start as early as i wanted
had wanted it to start way before the exams
but was always slacking and all the CCA stuff to be done
and others also cant find time for it

maybe next year my class would be much more hardworking
they say, birds of the same feather, flock together
althought not refering that we are birds,
and that we have bird brains
but it those make sense
hanging out with the hardworking ones
will definitely make one hardworking
hopefully DA/SG will cont next year...
of course its still something quite far ahead
when the subjects have not been chosen
the students have not been distrubuted into the classes

i have the impression that im not gonna stay as No.4
this coming SA2
i'll fall behind, maybe 1x?
coz my results for CA2 would have pulled me down
hopefully SA2 would cover it up
its all to late to work hard
i regreting it already
for playing maple and dota T.T
but i just cant help it anw
hopefully all can be make up for in this last few days...