5 days till 19/1.y do parents nvr admit their mistakes???
no one is perfect yet they chose to act lyk one...
ppl mistakes, do they think they are way above human???
whether this universe has a beginning n ending is jus as if...
whether an artist line has a beginning or an end, or does it end up in a circle...
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situations are worsening by the minute... but hu cares...
it doesnt bother me what she thinks anymore...
soo y shod i care... "The Noble Path of The Genius" is jus lyk another barrier that i used to hav...
but this tym...im not using my heart, but my brain defend myself...
i used to argue with gals over even the slightest error...
n now, "The Noble Path of The Genius" tells me that i shod think bef i act...
making them hate me isnt worth it... a stupid action in fact...
all this is jus lyk a game...everyone that's involves are my pawns...
that's including her n cp...even robo...
if u rmb, i was said that the poems goes on lyk a prophecy...
things happen jus lyk wats inside it...
well, u can oso say that, i wrote the poem lyk a play...
all that's happening its what i predicted to be or i shod say...
i make things happen as in the poem...
things have been boring during the holidays and now...
its burning even wilder than i expected, i'll jus have to tame the beast lyk i always do...
the problems do exist...ur every actions are too little to affect my calculations of the future...
i tried to predict what wod become of me if i din get into NUS High...
but nth came out of it...smhow...
smhow, im not able to predict all of her actions...
that can oli means thr's smthing i miss out in the calculations...
which i may have mistaken to be unable to affect the calculations...
reassembling the data wod take me quite awhile...
but, things nid not go the way the prophecy says...i can jus ignore the prophecy...
i dunno abt the forces up thr, but i noe...
humans path the roads with their own hands...
Lu Shi Ren Zhou Chu Lai De...
