Before i do a reflection for the whole year...
there are things i must say, i have trying n trying to forget all this things that has been happenin around me, sad to say most did not accomplish...
this few days i have been thinking, how much confidence do i have of goin to nus high nxt year???
to tell the truth not alot, 60%...70%...
i really dunno, i chose this path n iu have no choice but to carry on, but i guess im feeling the stress nowadays... even thou i chose it on my own will, i felt the stress, the stress from within myself... i gave myself to much to handle sm how... i asked myself, what wod bcom of me if i fail to go to nus high???? i dun have an answer, i really knt tel what wod bcom of me then...
there are things for sure i'll lose my pride, i once believe very much that i can do it but as tym past...the stress builds up...i told everyone how confident m i of attainin the honour...
i called it my destiny, n by giving up my normal yet happy teen's life i chose to take the Path of The Genius... i gave up alot of things... Albert Einstien once said, to be a great phycisist, u have to travel to the ilogical/unsound to the logical/sound... if u ever step into the unsound, u'll understand what im experiencing rite now... confused with the facts, the clearer view of this universe u get, the more muffled it may seem... well that's a bit of the quantum theory, u'll nvr noe exactly what happens nxt... but applying the wave function equation u kn achieved the mosat possible result of the future... there may as well as over a thousand possiblilities what may happen nxt and yet... the theory oso says, every thing happen bcoz another thing happen...
its all related... well enough of science theory, sry abt it...that's what i call in the state of unsound... last word bef i continue, this oso means we might not have exisited in the first place, our existence is well u can say an accident... any slight changes before and slightly after the Big Bang and we might not not been here...

that's all for now and now for the Reflection...

January
i, Clarence came in to BBSS with no one... i had no frens hu have been posted here...
i onced asked, isit fated or isit a concidence im here???
i nvr wanted to came to this sch, as ive nvr visited this sch n its so far from my hse, yet if y isit fated that i have the affinty to add this sch on the posting list???
i came with no frens n only hpoe to know more frens so that at least i get to know new frens...
first day of sch, the team building games... i'll always rmb... i n caleb led the class to build that tower of straws...n there were we to withness its fall, jus bef the judges came round to chck n c...
sad n it was destoryed...

Febuary
Choir n Basketball became my 2 CCA's... nvr thot of joinin a choir yet i always lyk to sing...
there i was with my new fren leonard in the choir...
my relationship with the class fell... the class was jus too much, bullying the chinese 'cher around n i stood up for her, in the end...what i got was a class of enemies...

March
Choir had rehearsals for "Just a Single Voice" Concert.
This concert is with the WGS... met a new fren there, his called Richard...
he's a Malaysian... very humourous...
We(BBSS Choir) sang, "Flying Free", Just A Single Voice", "Windy Nights", "Colours of The Wind" & last but not least, "Close Every Door"...

April
Then came Annual Awards Ceremony, Choir performed two songs, Just a Single Voice n Flying Free... Me, Liling & Cheryl solo for the first part of the recording of Just A single voice lehx... hehe... :):):):):):):)
May
There was the 20th anniversary consert!!! Woah, too bad all performers din get to have good food.. all the others had 8-course meal lehx, but nid to pay $50 lahx...
we had packet dinner, at least it was free of charge... well as a performer u have to be prepared to make such sacrifices...
near the end of the month, we started having practices for SYF Opening Ceremony.
held at the National Outdoor Stadium... everyday at the stadium was unbearable, HOT!!!!!!!!!!
we had sm frens from Drama Club to join us for it this tym round...
packet lunch everyday at the stadium, cold mineral water everyday...COOLING...
its been quite awhile since i went there, sure was big...went one whole round to get cold drinks during the luch break...HA....refreshing...

June
June came, practices for the SYF Opening Ceremony were lyk almost everyday...
STUPID WEATHER, EVERYDAY SOO HOT, OUT IN THE OPEN SUN!!!!!
RARELY GOT ANY CLOUDS IN THE SKY LORX...
yet i din get very much tanned... dorts... neway thats y im called Xiao Bai wat... :)
there was one practice held at Pasir Ris Crest Secondary Sch, not bad...
one things for sure...
THEY GOT VERY BIG HALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
confirm new sch that's y soo big...WGS oso...

July
1st july, SYF Opening Ceremony...
quite alot of fun though watching the parade... there were the Campus Superstars... Huang Zhi Yang n Teresa neway...the crowd gather around them as soon as they were within sights... the gal was sad lorx... hardly any ppl came forward to take pictures lorx...
many came up to Zhi Yang lorx... all the gals surrounded him lorx dorts... lyk super star lyk that dorts.. he is a campus superstar... :P

August
There was the National Day Parade, every practice we had, fans came... not to support us the sec one's lahx but the sec 2s' & 3s'...
Seniors hu have gratuated came too... not only too support us but oso too look after us... dont they look lyk baby care takers...dorts...
It was quite fun lahx, singing the new national day song and the previous... there was the Myraid of Colours too...

September
Of course the SA2 came, CCA's stopped...
n i that's when all those stupid images came in to place...
no comments...

October
as soon as the exams ended, choir started...
we were asked to give a guest performance with WGS at the 30th Nov Sing Out Concert...
woah!!! guest performance lehx... this means we get to use the VIP room lehx...hehe...
but of course that oso means more hardwork to be put in...
bad thing is, we only get to sing one song, "Gloria Festiva"...
Zheng yang went back China, Shaun took over as Sectional Leader...
n i continued to be my "man of the baritones"...hmm..dorts...

November
trainings continued every day even in the holidays... sad... dont we get ever get a proper break???
but of course it was worth it... the concert is held at SCH, Singapore Concert Hall...
swee hehx... neat... very grand and big lorx the concert hall...
the venue we aare having the concert must be at least 400 seaters lorx, or wasit lesser..-_-"
wadeva...
almost everyday got practice bef the concert sainzz...

December
finally we get to have a gd long break...had practice the last few days to prepare fro the SYF nxt year... short practices thou...
we were warned abt nong nong tym ago a batch of seniors did a dancing song got cop sia...
thats all for now... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!