POST 677.

Wooo~ It's gonna be a new year soon~ This year, the resolutions will be on the new blog. So, sayonara~
Don't think I have the time and energy to update until 1st Jan, you see.

The calm before the sea...

One issue down, another pressing in against me and breathing down my neck. It's forcing me to fight back soon, very soon. I noticed I have been PMS-ing ALOT lately. Mood changes quite fast. I am assuming that this is due to the lack of comfort, security, work, and cold. Some how my temper just ain't as great as it was before. Die~ But then again, me being pissed doesn't come without a reason, it's just how easily I am pissed at something or someone. Find it harder to control my emotions these days.

I know the one issue that I might never be able to resolve so I am just gonna leave it to rot. If circumstances does not change, I suppose it meant that it would be time to walk away. One thing Felicia said that I thought is worth mentioning is that if one should find it hard to maintain a friendship, it might just be the hint/red light that it ain't gonna work out fine after all.

I never expected dreams to really come true; I suppose some dreams do come true. Whether would this be a sweet dream or a nightmare, I can only walk on, stay alert and look out for more signs. In time to come, I'm sure there would be a final resolution to these problems and worries.

I will cherish every moment I have with my friends and will do my best to make every moment worth it.

Results are gonna be released soon, very soon indeed. In around 2 weeks I believe. I wonder if would be able to take the pressure in the hall then. Then again, what's done is done. For now I can only hope that the dream that I had that I would get only 5 As would not come true. I really wanna get at least 7 As~ Please let that come true! Good luck to everyone and just a quick shoutout to everyone: hope that everyone will succeed in everything you do in the year to come (although that is highly not possible).

This blog will end its services from now, on post 677.

Jingwen: Terence is a dog. Clarence is a chinzilla. Yu Sheng is a fat cat. Jingwen is astroboy. Roy is a horse. Jermyn is a lion.

17/12/09 ...
Dreams 'bout her had turned out to be nightmares. The fear; I can't help but feel ever distant from her. This shouldn't be happening. I feel like I am grabbing on to a loose rope tied to a tree with no one at the other end. I am gonna drop into the cliff any moment and I don't know when... She feels like a stranger to me... The dream I had, I fear it would become a reality. I shouldn't have felt anger. I shouldn't have felt the need to walk away. Have I reached the limit to my tolerance?




Bitter.

I AM EXHAUSTED!
Holy maccaroni! Boy am I glad to be back at home. Two days at work and I actually think that I can get use to life like this. Seems like I should be able to survive one month as a cleaner after all.

First day at work was frightening as I do not know a single person and I had problems finding my way to the office. It is the second time I am there, but also first time I am heading there on my own. The first time being on the truck of the Senior Supervisor Azli to get my pass in Resort World Sentosa done.

I was arranged to partner along an uncle who will be guiding me along on how to do this and that. I am fortunate to know that he is actually rather friendly. He quite a lot throughout the whole and had a say in almost everything. Well, what can I say, he is old and it's natural for old people like him to be talkative. He talks rather softly though so at times I couldn't really understand his instructions and had to ask him to repeat them.

Work in the toilet was more of messy rather than just dirty. As there are no tourists coming in yet, the place is actually only occupied by the office workers and other staffs in Resort World Sentosa. However, there were the construction workers as well. The construction workers came in packs and did their business in the toilet with their muddy boots on. We had just mopped the toilet and right before our eyes it was distroyed. The floor was covered with muddy tracks. So apparently during my lunch time (11.00am) the head of the construction workers ordered the closest door leading outside where the construction workers are to be locked up so that we could no enter anymore. That kinda made things easier for us. When I mean us it actually includes 2 other Chinese Nationals. We also slacked occasionally as we sat on the benches in the changing room.

Day 2 at work was very smooth, except for the fact that I overslept and was late for work. I had forgot to set the alarm on my phone the night before and my father happily let me slept till it was 5.45am before he woke me up from my sleep. I rushed over to work almost immediately after I woke up but could not escaped from the fact that I was going to be late.

This time, I was paired with an auntie. She looks rather young but already has a daughter that is around my age already, around 2 years younger, according to her. She comes from the Fujian Province apparently and taught me how to slack on duty. She really looked after me well and kept telling me take a rest and seat down. I would sneak into a cubical and seat on the toilet bowl and slack now and then during work, and she would remind me to bring a cloth to cover up just in case a supervisor walks in.

Today's work was rather easy as the water supply was cut off for quite a few hours and thus we had to close off the toilet so that no one can enter to shit. Tough luck for them I would say. But it made the day boring as there was little things to do during this period of time. Guys can still pee as there is the urinal except they can't wash their hands. I had a great look into the girls toilet too and being a cleaner I am, I for once can enter the ladies openly. Not to worry, I am not some sick guy that likes to visit the ladies. I realised their have a special bin beside the toilet bowl for them to dispose of their padding. Okay guys. Don't have your mind wandering around after reading that. Don't be so sick.

So I ended off work happily, though exhausted today. Time passed very swiftly at work today, oh boy am I glad it did even though there was little things to be done.

On the general, the office staff of the building and my colleagues are rather nice and friendly towards me. I guess I put up quite a good impression on them. I would be working tomorrow still since it's not like I really do celebrate christmas. Working on a holiday means double the pay anyway, so why not?

Alright, that's all for today folks.
Ja-

CLARENCE IS WORKING!
AS A CLEANER!
AT THE IR! IN SENTOSA!

Yeap, you hadn't saw it wrong. I am working as a cleaner at the IR in Sentosa~ That means free rides in and out of Sentosa~ I believe they would pay for the ticket. Free season ticket I suppose~

I just hope it won't be too tough. Coz the grounds that I am required to cover seems rather great. The lady informed us in advance that it would possibly be more dirty in the first few days as construction is still undergoing, and there won't be any tourist yet. So I assume if I surive the first few days, the rest should be a breeze in comparison. Let's just hope so.

If all things goes well, I should be getting $1k at the end it all. It is $850 a mth, 6 day-work week and 8 hours a day, morning shift (7am - 3pm). I can see that I would be lying on my bed straight after work already. Hopefully not of course. Cause I plan to exercise maybe 3-4 times a week from now on. Running/jogging in the park - Choa Chu Kang Park - or perhaps basketball, which I would prefer more in comparison.

I wouldn't even consider the interview ealier this afternoon as an interview when they just asked me and Roy to fill up our application and sign the contract. And straight after that plans are made for us to be at Habourfront tomorrow to make our cleaner's pass. We should be starting work on Wednesday. Should I by some miracle have some energyleft after working I might drop by at Kellie's condo and gatecrash the X'mas Party.

So that's all for today folks. I know that I have yet to finish up on my holiday posts. But since almost nobody bothers reading it through thoroughly, it seems almost meaningless to carry on with it. Maybe I'll just upload the photos on facebook and provide the links some time tomorrow when I am free.

Ja~